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ㅤ𓂃˖ 𝜗𝜚 JOURNAL 2024
6/16/2024
Entry Title: "First page!"
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welcome to my first journal entry!! oasihmdiasdi i dont know what to write but im making this up as i go along

but aaaa im so happy with how it all turned out sdjksdk theres somethings i want to change like adding a custom banner and maybe more custom artwork around? but wow considering my artblock/writerblock this is good LOL

but i am worried if i can even maintain this blog;; it does feel a bit ambitious but i really wanted to be more active in sharing my personal activities so this will be a huge challenge i'll be taking in 2024. hopefully this will last for a while lolol

something interesting i want to write here is that i was really looking forward to making this carrd and the video accompanying the carrd but in the middle of preparing a few things i got a bit hesitant... this is usually the case with me lol i wonder "is this right? will people like it?" but i like it. so i figured i should keep doing it. and im happy i did! i always enjoyed these detailed oriented projects, in fact i plan to do more detail orientated projects in the future! just need to come up with a few things ahaha

oh speaking of the carrd video, it took me awhile to record/edit the video for that reason. but i ended up powering through and made the edit simple enough for me to finish the video. i think i was burnt out with the cat cove inn video that i edited - which took forever to edit ongggg - its my first true gameplay video and i struggled on how i wanted to edit it that it ended up taking the longest i ever took to edit a video and it really affected this carrd project.

but life will be difficult like that! i learned a lot about my own personal limits these past few months due to it and i feel rewarded in being able to discuss and write about my tribulations(?? is this how u spel l it?) here

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other than that personally ive been the best i have ever been!

i dont often talk about my own personal life in any of my socials. you can probably tell bits and pieces of my own hobbies and interests, but not much personally. actually i never realized i was such a private person until a friend commented that i dont often divulge into my personal life. its not that i go out of my way to! (;‘• - •; ) i think im just not used to being asked about my life very often

so lets change that a bit! ive gone outside more this month than i did the entirety of last year lolol and im also farrr more productive than ive ever been in awhile. it actually makes me feel proud of myself ദ്ദി(。•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊ i feel like i can rely on myself more than i used to

and of course ive been very happy and appreciative towards the love and support ive received in my channel! i was very excited but nervous posting on youtube and it was a bit scuffed in the beginning haha but i really really wanted to bring to life one of my forever dreams and im glad ive been able to slowly chip away at some of my wishes

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its just been good these days and whilst i think i will face a lot of difficulties, i want to cherish these happier times. i think as i grow up i become a lot more sentimental asjdmiasdma

im not sure what else i should write so i think its good to end it here. thank you for reading if you made it this far!

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Pub: 08 Aug 2024 13:56 UTC

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