


Ciel⑅Clyde⠀He/It⠀17歳
Intj⠀5w4⠀⠀back ?
Ciel rarely comes out unless under alot of stress/exhaustion or extreme mental instability that numbs my emotions。 I'm not even sure if ciel is real or a persona I've created to hide my pain。 I really want to hate those that hurt me but cannot bring myself to ◟i always blame myself。
It'd be more accurate to say that my intrusive thoughts scared me to the point i turned them into a separate entity as i really do not want these thoughts i don't want to hurt people。
Ciel is the manifestation of our sorrow and trauma ◟detatched from his emotions and longing for those who hurt us to suffer。 often fantasising about poisoning or even stabbing their eyes out with a stick。 He has very violent thoughts。
Ciels name is a different version of our given name ◟symbolising the fact he is a different person。 He is full of hatred and very different from how we were originally ◟we were always bright and friendly but after the trauma Ciel was formed。 A mean and isolated person who enjoys watching those lesser than him ( evil ) struggle especially if he deems them a bad person ◟he doesn't talk to people unless absolutely necessary or to expose those we deem as bad people。
If you have an experience with us where we are rude and don't hold back on our words its definitely Ciel as he doesn't care for your feelings。
I really hate Ciel ◟hes extremely violent and cant let go of the past or people's wrong doings。 He's always in the back of my mind。 a parasite that won't leave。