Help me to be selfish, help me never to be kind...
I hang out where I belong. in the graveyard..
BYI
The basics
-I'm very open about my opinions, especially on mental health, I do not promote anything I find harmful (this does include harming the person doing it, not just other people) and delusional (such as telling people a object loves them romantically back, or that they're transspecies) Don't try to anon, private, or public debate me. I do not care.
-Don't act like I'm stupid and oblivious, I most likely do know.
-Sometimes I say random stuff that comes to mind. It's not always aimed at someone, I just have no self restraint sometimes.
-I don't know what's TMI or not please inform me if I bother you. I can't read minds or "read the room" well.
-I may come off as mean. 90% of the time I'm not trying to and don't even know I sound mean.
-I can't believe i have to say this, but i have trauma with dogs. I'm very open for my hate for them and the idea that normal people shouldn't have giant dogs whos breed origin is for fighting.
-I FW bandshipping / rpf. #hartoecken4ever
I am mentally ill so understand that
-I do not feel a reaction or empathy towards most people and things, I only do towards friends, still very minimal. Yes I'm ashamed.
-I am easily annoyed by repetition of speech and noises. I get aggressive when annoyed.
-I have breakdowns where i say shit I don't mean and will regret later. I cannot control it. Do NOT use my breakdowns against me. They do not represent how I actually feel.
-I have bipolar disorder. I struggle mostly with the mood, energy, and mania. I am medicated, I still have symptoms because that's how life goes.
-I have major depressive disorder. Yes i am a "downer" no I'm not trying to "drag you down with me"
-I have social anxiety disorder. I don't usually respond to dms. not because I hate you I'm scared of people and them hating me. I also have trust issues. its nothing against you in particular
-I have generalized anxiety disorder. This speaks for itself.
-I have C-PTSD. Random stuff triggers me. I struggle to cope. I don't like unfamiliar places with unfamiliar people.
-I most likely have BPD, I am getting tested. shush.
-I have autism. yes i am "annoying and weird" about my interests. I get fixated on artists. no I'm not parasocial. Just have a lot of love.
-I probably have morality ocd. I WILL constantly ask if you think im evil
-ALL OF THESE ARE DIAGNOSED BESIDES THE LAST 3!! So shut up
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