"Go slit your wrists! Maybe then you can go be with Nina and quit complaining about your friend being dead all the time!"
The words kept pounding in my head, maybe I could call Andr-
"You're not the only one!"
No matter what I thought of, Ashley had already said something about it
Maybe she was right
Maybe it is my fault that Nina died, she did say she was going to my house
Maybe it is my fault that Andrew's not available, he just pities me, there's other women around him
Maybe
"Maybe I can fix this," was thought that broke the noise in my head
The silence in the room, however, was broken by the sound of fabric on skin, as I pulled my arm warmers off
I look down, seeing the short, haphazard scars, and smile
I had been doing so good
Or was it bad, since I was letting myself fester in other people's lives?
Either way, I was going to fix it this time
One red line intersected all of those thin white lines as I sucked in air through my teeth
Did it always sting like this?
Lie down in bed, a few tears falling from my eyes as I smile
I did good, I'm sorry for taking so long to find you, Nina

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