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Hello.We are Saint & this is our collective digital diary as of 06.08.25 ( ´ ᴗ`)



𝟶𝟼 . 𝟶𝟾 . 𝟸𝟻 ,, Hello ,it is currently 4:32 PM ‎ & ‎ I feel as if I may pass out.We just had some food so hopefully this feeling
won ' t last too long.I hate anemia so much.(◞‸ ◟)

Anyways ,we have been trying to grow out our nails ‎ & ‎ so far the progress is very good !We use lots of cuticle oil ‎ & ‎ clear strengthening nail polish.

Should we add who wrote what on here ?I feel like it might be a good idea ,but at the same time ,it ' s quite fun when anonymous.- 🩻


𝟶𝟽 . 𝟶𝟾 . 𝟸𝟻 ,, perché qualcuno dovrebbe salvare qualcosa nelle proprie foto se non ha intenzione di farci nulla? sento che non sono del tutto onesti con me e questo mi turba molto. la ragazza era molto più bella di me. mi sento così ferita e sconvolta.

mi sento malissimo per non averci creduto. ho solo tanta paura di essere ferita in quel modo. non sono mai stata tradita e pensare che la persona che sento davvero come l'amore della mia vita possa potenzialmente essere quella che lo fa mi fa molto male. - ?


𝟶𝟿 . 𝟷𝟸 . 𝟸𝟻 ,, I hate this feeling.I hate feeling forced ,it just makes me feel like I don't want to do it even more.I wish my family would understand or even try to at all.I miss when we lived in our own place.I miss when everything was okay & nothing was wrong.

I miss my dad ,everything has changed without him being here & I hate it so so so much.I hate thinking about it I hate being alone with my own thoughts I just start thinking about the things I never got to say to him & how I barely hung out with him before he died.I feel so guilty for it all & I wish I would've done more with him ,I hate myself.I hate how distant me & him became.Why didn't I try more ?I dont know ,I feel so stupid.

I wish I was young again ,I miss when he would cuddle me when I was sad or whenever I wanted to ,when he would show me little things he found & thought were interesting ,I miss when he was there to make everything better just by making small jokes or stupid comments ,when he would come home from work at 2AM & bring me a snack from the gas station.I hate seeing kids out with their dads it makes me wish I had that again.I miss all his silly little faces he would make ,I miss when we would go out to random places like restaurants & stuff all together ,I miss taking funny pictures with him ,I miss the time he had tried to take me to a shop but struggled to find it so we ended up driving around for hours ,I miss when he would take me to my bus stop & pick me up from school ,I miss those car conversations we had where we would giggle over things on the radio.I miss everything we did together.

I wish he wasn't taken from us so soon.he didn't deserve to die so early.It's been months & i'm still slightly in denial over it.I think of him & I just can't imagine this world without him ,I just don't want to believe it & my brain won't let me.Everytime I see pictures of him I want to cry so much.It's so hard to explain this feeling.I miss the way everything was.- 🦇


𝟶𝟿 . 𝟸𝟼 . 𝟸𝟻 ,, I miss my dad so much ,I need him so bad.I want it to be 2015 again.I just want everything back.I want my life back ,I want my family back.Please I just need this to stop ,I need everything to be okay.I don't want this anymore.I'm begging just let everything be okay.- 🦇

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Pub: 04 Jun 2025 03:59 UTC

Edit: 26 Sep 2025 16:24 UTC

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