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03:42 PM | 05/06/26 i used the wrong form of "their" in the last post. this issue has been resolved.
>>sam

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01:34 PM | 05/06/26 rant. time

i really enjoy my friends or specifically school friends but every once in a while one of them will try to say "i love you" to me. and like. I HESITATE because i DONT love them, i really enjoy them and their company but love is a different thing okay

i feel like i have to know someone for a prettyyyy long time before i can say it back but maybe thats just me. so whoevers reading this if ive ever said that i love u i MEANT IT
>>sam

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07:25 AM | 05/06/26 im so so so so tired but mom wont let my stay home. which i mean that makes sense my grades suck but that doesnt change how it sucks going like this
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03:06 PM | 05/05/26 DUDE THE RENTRY ADS ARE SO ANNOYING at least on mobile idk if its on computer. i honestly mighttt move to dreamwidth or whatever its called (an actual site for blogging) i think you might need to know how to code a little to customize it tho SOO we'll see

i cant stop the tomodachi life grind bro i brought it to school and played at lunch #WhoUpTomodachingTheyLife
>>sam

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11:08 AM | 05/03/26 TOMODACHI LIFE TOMODACHI LIFE TOMODACHI TLIFE LOTOMCIAHCIE LEIKDFF KICKITIIEM LIVING THE DREAM
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12:17 AM | 05/03/26 ive been feeling almost unnervingly normal(?) or maybe numb the past two or so weeks and i think feeling so weird about it manifested the depression back or something LIKE OKAY?,, whatever dude
>>sam

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10:45 AM | 05/01/26 ENTRY TIME im kinda unsure as to how im feeling emotionally rn cus MY BRAIN IS BEING WEIRD but whatever

i got a letter from the school in class today basically saying if i dont fix my grades im going to summer school. i have two Ds and an F so i think i just hate evrything

on a lighter note today in spanish we're reading a book right. its like a level 1 spanish reading level about pirates and i volenteered to read one of the parts, AND I HAD TO GET UP AND AWKWARDLY PRETEND FIGHT THE DUDE PLAYING THE OTHER PART but it was lowk fun so thats a positive memory

rightt now im waiting for them to let us in the locker rooms (PE) and writing this. im so glad its friday im so tired cause i stayed up to watch LaLa Land with matt LMAO
>>sam

10:20 PM | 04/30/26 ive thought about making blog entries multiple times this week but just like didnt so HI. i should say HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MATT and me. friendship anniversary we're not gay

one whole year. wowness. anyways im trying to do my math hw for once so i actually understand whats going on but i genuinely dont know where to start and umm I HATE THIS CLASS OH MY GOD

sorry. posititve note to end. i am very smart and capable. love u matt
>>sam

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07:37 AM | 04/22/26 ive been really tired so i asked to stay home from school today and as i begin drifting off into a deamful sleep i remember i FORGOT MY FUCKING BACKPACK AT THERAPY YESTERDYA and i was supposed to pick it up THIS MORNING. originally i was just going to ask my mom to take me there on the way (which was already stressful enough to think about because its my mom) BUT NOW IDK WHAT TO DO

because they have it someplace (a different floor in the therapy building) that opens 6:30AM, and i believe closes at 8PM. so i cant just LEAVE it there until next morning id have to get it today

bro omg im so mad I SWEAR TO GOD I REMEMEBER PICKING THAT STUPID BAG UP whatevr WHATEVER
>>sam

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04:43 PM | 04/20/26 ugh im trying to read because i wanted to know more about space stuff, i found this big book on cosmology. but im reading at the same speed of a second grader right now and it feels like IM NOT COMPREHENDING IT this is pissing me off

maybe im just too tired and not a total dumbass. ill try a smaller one
>>sam

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02:50 PM | 04/20/26 nvm everythings good guys haha

i looked down and just realized i start like half my entries with "ok" so were gonna stop doing that actually. i was having a weird little crisis the whole day but i think it passed so ITS CHILL GUYS

im in last period rn but im gonna go to the library after school. might grab some food too im kinda hungry as hell. ive been feeling kind of bad about never doing anything with my life or interests at any point in my life ever so thats what im gonna do at the library. its been kinda nice getting at least a BIT of work done. whos proud ofme ahahaha ok
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07:50 AM | 04/20/26 ok i thought that i would be ready to go back to school but im not and i literally woke up early to do this assignment but i just DIDNT and im just sitting here and i dont want to go and oh my god bruh

I DONT WANT TO STAY befause ill miss work but i really dont wanntto go i hate everything i want to play my little games with my friends
>>sam

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08:38 PM | 04/19/26 ok havent done an entry in a while cause i didnt feel like it BUT this week actually wasnt that bad which kinda surprised me lowk. school is still incredibly stressful but i think i had a semi productive week so thats good. at least being AT school wasnt terrible most of the time, im very glad i made a few friends there because if not i would probably be a lot more miserable. much gratefulness. when it comes to depression i think i only had a few pretty bad days and thats it so YAY!!Yay yayful

today i went on a big walk or wtv and went to the beach for a little and got froyo and holy fuck i just remembered i have to do like two big assignments tonight oh my goddd ok thats fine

i think thats it tho. birthdays in 7 days and im going to a con so i should finish up my cosplay soon. shoutout to matt for making me birthday stuff hello mattt hi you BETTER find pests letters or else.....
>>sam

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03:17 PM | 04/16/26 dude i usually use my media arts class to nap or draw but today i actually did my work and according to my teacher im going at like superhuman speeds. bro its PHOTOSHOP the tutorial is right in front of my face LMAO

anyway on the topic of school i got a D on my math test so that grade isnt being saved. i DID do a big media arts project in one period sooo hopefully thatll save my grad ehahahaha (it wont i havent done an assignment in that class in weeks)
>>sam

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11:14 PM | 04/15/26 broauauhahhhhgsgssgdggggggfbnn
>>sam

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08:45 AM | 04/15/26

im late as hell rn but i just realized i still have like eight-ish weeks left of school in the year andd i dont think theres any more days off so i thinnkk imm gonna lose my mind actually lol
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10:12 PM | 04/14/26

ok my mom ordered food so i dont have to worry about making anything !!! yay !!!

i took my dog out so she could pee or wtv and i really want to look at the stars. but i lost my glasses like probably half a year ago so its all blurry. lame
>>sam

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09:15 PM | 04/14/26

i went back to sleep after that entry, very nice. i know im fucking up my sleep schedule but aughhh idc. i do not want to do a single thing right now so im just gonna lay here for a bit

i really want to to talk about something here but im not sure what, and like, no one can respond cause theres no comment feature. im actually not sure if anyone checks on these at all this might be more of a diary. HELLOO!!! IS ANYONE LOOKING!??!? yea probably not

i should get little emoji pngs and import them here that way i can use them. it might be a bit of a pain to have to go back in the code to copy the link of an emoji every time i want to use them but whatever. cause when i try its just 凉凉秊秊
??? THE CHINESE ONES LMAO?? translate says they mean "cool". okay then.

im a bit bored but not enough to actually do something. im kinda missing someone right now, im not really sure what to do to fill the time. i mean i could get up and play something but whatsss the point

im hungry, thinking about it now (9:24PM) i should probably go eat before it gets too late and my mom doesnt want me up. i actually dont know if shes home. i was supposed to watch my dog, actually. i think my brother had to watch her instead because i decided to sleep all day, not excited to step out and get some comment about that. like at all. sorry jay

ok im going to think for a bit then get up, i enjoyed talking that was pretty nice actually
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07:31 PM | 04/14/26

i finished a like week or two old presentation morning of today. i was gonna do it the night before but oh my god i did NOT want to i was definately not in a schoolwork mood

i just woke up from a nap but i want to sleep again it feels so nice to rest
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08:50 AM | 04/13/26

i burnt my finger and it hurtssss

i feel like im stepping into HELL going to school today like u just know its not gonna be good
>>sam

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01:15 AM | 04/13/26

im so sick i cant SLEEP its fucking. FUCKING. OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<\3 </3 </3
>>sam

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07:00 PM | 04/12/26

the thought of going back to school tomorrow is making me naseous like i have to actually redirect my thoughts
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12:51 PM | 04/12/26

bruh i ate like a normal person yesterday and drank water and slept a decent amount WHY AM I STILL TIRED THIS IS PISSINH ME OFF
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01:53 AM | 04/12/26

i am. yearning

it wont let me put the little sad emoji with the one tear
>>sam

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08:32 PM | 04/11/26

everyone should have like pocket dimensions that would be so cool

actually after like two seconds of thought maybe not . only i am allowed to havr a pocket dimension
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01:25 PM | 04/10/26


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11:43 AM | 04/10/26

shoutout to my beautiful chud friend inky❤❤❤ https://c00lgui.neocities.org/
>>sam

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12:25 M | 04/10/26

just got done playing roblox with. my hb. pest if ur reading this ily
>>sam

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02:09 PM | 04/09/26

I AM SO PERPETUALLY TIRED and hungry and im thinking about my friends
>>sam

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09:38 AM | 04/09/26

im so tired and i keep getting woken up by my dog. its literally always at like 9am she just starts barking likw crazy and half the time i have to get up and do something about it
>>sam

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02:16 AM | 04/09/26

IM ACTAULYLY HAVING SOOO MUCH FUN ON CALL WITH MY STUOPDUI FUCKING CHUD FRIEND MATT
>>sam

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02:03 AM | 04/09/26

helloo this is mostly for me Lowkey whoever can see it gets to see it
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Pub: 09 Apr 2026 09:12 UTC

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