first video
0:00 interview wrap-up
4:55 why matt cant be part of communities, cringe compilations
6:19 the cringe compilations aren't jokes, they hurt ur job prospects
7:04 anacreon videos give first impression of "he seems like a pretty fucked up person"

second video
00:00 would you get into translation/interpretation
00:54 cringe compilations feel very hateful
01:42 why do they hate on 'me' so much instead of dogen and others?
02:27 it's because i'm like them, but not them.
03:05 DJT denizens are not very popular in real life
04:43 they want to drag me down
05:02 i've reacted to it too much, they know i watch this shit and it affects me
05:40 very little pure hatred, just people seeking approval on DJT
06:15 anacreon crosses a line, is true hatred. cuz on yt instead of 4chan, where normal people see it
07:09 memes are playful, but i feel like they aren't viewing me as a real person
08:10 it's impossible for me to become friends w/ people in the community
08:55 are they really my friend or are they just waiting to screenshot something dumb i say
09:50 patrons are unlikely to be friends either since i'm in a position of authority over them
10:15 patrons don't view me as a person, they view me as a god. but i'm not that good. i play along tho cuz it's in my interets
11:36 it's in my interest to play as a god, it's mutually beneficial cuz they feel like they're getting a god and i get money
12:10 i wish i could be honest.
12:20 patrons are also undercover 4chan trolls. i dont feel safe anywhere cuz everyone might be a 4chan trolls
13:00 every time i went to djt was a mistake, they recorded my mistakes
13:20 i snapped, "matt actually looks at this shit ok lets make more", i couldn't keep ignoring it. joined djt multiple times as alts
14:33 i have to be an authority for my position to work
13:48 djt is too small to pay attention to, and wouldn't pay me anyway. so they don't matter and don't need help learning jp anyway
15:37 "mainstream" people will want to pay me money cuz i'm an authority and have a reputation as amazing
16:10 immersion learning is not mainstream and doesn't make sense, so i have to portray myself as really good
16:50 most people think i'm better than i really am, but that's by design
17:24 almost everything i do is free dudes!
17:35 if it wasn't for me DJT would be doing genki
17:52 djt has a desire to feel special, think others are "retarded blue pilled cuck"
18:28 i'm dangerous to them, my philosophy is 99% the same as djt philosophy but i'm mainstream
19:33 djt doesn't want anyone to be better at japanese, they just want to feel special
20:08 when i join djt as an alt they are actually friendly and wholesome among each other
20:18 us vs them, very brutal and toxic with "outsiders"
22:15 i can't be with qm, he tries to sabotage me
22:35 qm is a good guy but he has sworn allegiance to 4chan/djt so we can never be friends
24:18 i never had a community, but DJT is the type of community i would fit into really well so it's sad.
25:26 even miso views me as an authority so we can't be that close
27:10 i watch more drama cuz my gf is japanese, even tho they are bad
28:40 jp learning communities are otaku focused, and i'm not otaku anymore
29:10 i might go live in japan one day
29:30 djt biased towards comprehension. speaking is more important to me
30:06 i dont spend much time in refold server
30:30 i know i can't speak with perfect pitch accent that's the biggest for me
31:09 i'm planning on staying in jp a long time
31:30 my eng is so much better than my jp
32:00 djt is trying to learn kanji, priority out of whack,
32:36 if ur not gonna live in japan then u may as well be playing WoW
33:20 only 10% of refolders will reach fluency i bet
34:25 reddit is worse than even the refold server, lower quality, i dont play a big role in the refold server cuz they aren't good
35:25 i dont get anything out of the refold server so i dont go there.
36:25 a random guy i met in portland is better at jp than me
37:30 i'm jealous of him
38:00 pitch accent, slowness correction: self-conscious + eats away at ego
39:30 gf thinks i speak matto-ben
49:50 i'll speak jp to someone and they turn out to be chinese or korean
50:10 woman talks about natto after he asks about it
50:35 woman responded in english to his japanese
59:52 live off welfare if ur 26 with no skills, logical good argument for it. "you can only go to college once"
1:04:55 i dont even have a plan for the next year
1:05:00 i want to make refold in japan for english learners
1:06:00 mentions anki after talking about immersion learning
1:10:20 i hate that my job is just to talk in english, the true path is to learn jp and use it
1:13:15 i usually think people are annoying until i see their face or talk to them in vc
1:14:20 shoui was a big fan then got "brainwashed" so i convinced her i'm an authority figure again and she liked me again. she's very impressionable
1:20:45 i had the ren alt for a year and no one knew until i fucked up
1:22:35 i was trying to join the djt community through ren, but i couldn't cuz saw people talk shit about matt too much
1:24:05 there's things dogen said to me he wouldn't say on livestream for fear of getting cancelled
1:24:30 the time when nihongoboss got recorded failing to read VN
1:25:30 i make money and that's a problem since 4chan hates making money (i will sell more in the future)
1:28:00 money is necessary we need money, long term vision is overtake duolingo, patreon went up when we added jp1k
1:29:38 if jp1k is so easy just make ur own :)
1:29:55 they want the one MattVSJapan made though
1:30:30 jp1k isn't good because i didn't work on it very much, it's a beta
1:31:10 if i'm gonna sell something i'm going to make it grossly over priced
1:32:30 khatz made millions on silver spoon
1:33:10 whales. gullible and have money. target them to make a bunch of money. we already have 1000 patrons so finding 100 whales is ez.
1:34:20 i will sell over priced things for whales
1:34:35 five hundred dollar "no think" version of refold marketed to email
1:35:30 want to sell this to government to get it in schools and stuff
1:37:00 jp people are biased and think we are up to no good
1:38:40 refold is the most wholesome and ethical language learning system!
1:40:30 yoga's main priority was to make money (explanation of whole yoga drama after this, he didn't want a mediator cuz his mom) "defamation video"
1:45:30 yoga was the dominant one in our relationship
1:48:25 yoga is too emotional right now to make up, but i really want to make friends with him so he will remove that video
1:49:20 my kids could find these videos and respect me less
1:51:00 ethan knows how to run a company, he's so successful (10 years experience)
1:59:10 i just have to know they won't secretly record me (djt v2 join offer)
2:00:00 ask them if i can join, i understand if they say no (they did say no)
2:02:02 my main concern is if general djt knew how much it bothered me it would put fuel to the fire

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Pub: 28 Aug 2021 01:50 UTC
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