Herro!! Update on this.

I am Wrath, and I am a major Wanderer kin. I hold my friend Selian in extremely high regard.


My kinship with Wanderer is not merely talk, but real and deeply felt. I have been in relation to him even when he was part of Fatui, and even when he was first shown in-game through that one event. It bothers me when people genuinely and unironically refer to him as any of his previous names.
ie; Kabukimono, Kunikuzushi, Scaramouche, Balladeer.
I too sometimes refer to him as Scara, but it is brief and only because my hands hurt too much to write Wanderer. There's quite literally a function INGAME WHERE HE ASKS YOU TO NAME HIM. Because he doesn't want his old name (and also bc it was removed from Irminsul). It's basically like deadnaming someone.

Before, I was very pure. Gentle, Emotional. Curious. I was hurt easily by cruelty. However, after multiple events, or my "three betrayals", I became more resentful of people. More cold, more misanthropic. At some point I was even polite but empty, and deeply searching for a purpose. I was struggling with my identity for the longest time. I'm extremely skeptical of others kindess, and values honesty + loyalty despite my defensiveness. We both share similar abandonment issues, and I still struggle with my purpose and reconciliation of my past. Even if I have some good friends (Selian) and a boyfriend, I still deeply feel lonely and yearn for connection. Due to some trauma, I also dislike manipulation.

He also fits some of my key motifs or relations, such as a puppet primarily. Also, hats. I love hats. I wear hats whenever I feel like and commonly. Junior year of highschool I ALWAYS wore one don't play. Overall:

  • Identity Fragmentation
  • Anger rooted in grief
  • Trust Issues and Guarded Tenderness
  • Loneliness masked by displayed emotion

Thats all Idk what else to write but ya I'm VERY him core.

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Pub: 19 Sep 2023 06:28 UTC

Edit: 12 Dec 2025 01:31 UTC

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