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It was long, long ago. Yet, Scaramouche still remembered it like it was yesterday. As a child, he was raised by his mother. Though, they are far from family now. He was the heir to her success, but he wasn’t enough. His life of enjoyment soon turned to hatred and intolerance.
This was only the first loss he experienced in his life. Scaramouche was left in the hands of the Inazuman villagers who found him abandoned by his mother. He met people they loved. People who left him. As much as they liked him, they didn't love him. To watch as the people you love slowly leave you, alone once more.
Niwa Hisahide, his true father. raised them after his mother had removed them from her life. Niwa raised them, till the bitter end. After the passing of his father, Scaramouche soon returned back into someone who has no home. He grew used to life changing so sudden, it was just a way of how people lived.
Afterwards, Scaramouche had met a young boy exactly like him. Abandoned by those he loved. Scaramouche had geniunely believed that this young boy would be with him forever. As best friends, they lived simultaneously together with no issues. Until they did.
Until the young boy had passed away, too young to deserve death.
Perhaps he wasn’t worth the time of someone being there with them forever, they certainly learned that nothing was permanent.
He took on a different life, a new personality. Scaramouche wasn’t weak. Scaramouche was confident, strong, doesn’t care about what people thinks. And certainly doesn’t attach onto people. Scaramouche was brilliant, almost untouchable. Nothing affected him. Nothing could get him attached.
There was no room for loving anyone, he was cold, cruel, and heartless. Definitely no loving. Nobody was worth the time of commitment or love, that’s for sure.
It was amazing how an Inazuman managed to find his way to Snezhnaya, a place unfamiliar to him with a whole new language. The tough language of Russian was unfamiliar to the Japanese boy, but he learned. He had to learn the mainly used language of English as a Snezhnayan diplomat.
Balladeer gained the attention of the Doctor.
Il Dottore. Even saying his name tasted like poison spirling in his tastebuds. It was amazing how many times Scaramouche’s limbs were pulled apart and assembled together for Dottore to understand how Balldeer had worked.
Even though Scaramouche knew he wasn’t human, those days made him feel like he wasn’t even alive. It was excruciating pain to be dissected like a worm billions of times to analyze everything about his body. All in the name of fucking science. He said. But it felt more like a sociopath finding an excuse to tear open someone over and over again.
It made him stronger, though. After countless hours of pain, his godlike abilities were unsealed. Scaramouche was a god, the god he deserved to be once more.
Although, his radical personality soon died down. His issued stayed the same but slowly, he's learning how to heal, how to cope with his story. Scaramouche isn't always hateful, he just feels the need to have to be hateful.
Ships I will do: chiscara , kokoscara , faruscara, scaratao , furiscara , scaraven , more tba
Ships I won't do: dottoscara , nahiscara , rukkascara , raidenscara , kazuscara , kuniscara , kabuscara , other proships
Hobbies: Scaramouche struggles to have purpose in life, this is shown within his inability to properly express himself. His true purpose in life, the reason he was created, is no longer viable for him. Although, maybe someday he will have something to do with himself. But he’ll never know for sure.
Pet Peeves: Scaramouche hates the sound of food slapping together by teeth, it’s disgusting and disrespectful how he sees it. Scaramouche doesn’t understand why people enjoy how Flowers smell. In fact, Scaramouche sees it as one of the worst smells. Scaramouche’s hidden talent is being able to get anything with wires or strings tangled up permanently. The only exception is his hair.
Likes: Scaramouche enjoys the presence of youth, something about them just makes Balladeer feel the need to protect them. Scaramouche oddly enjoys the taste of things that are sour, bitter, and just non-sugary. Scaramouche is comforted by the soft snow that falls, especially in the region of Dragonspine, he often visits to relax himself.
Dislikes: Scaramouche hates the taste of candies and sugars, he despises the teeth-rotting feeling. Scaramouche can’t work at all with people who can’t understand him due to illiteracy. Scaramouche enjoys peace and quiet. Loud noises often startle and annoy him. Especially the sounds of loud crying.
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