i love you, ridley! i really do! i should be allowed to wake up next to you every day and shower you in sweet, monster energy-laced kisses for at least an hour on end. to travel to north carolina and make out with you in a bed of snow, jackets heating up against eachother and licking your nosebleed. to huddle my nuzzle against your chest when you pass out, kissing and licking to wake you up. and you should be allowed to feast on my tongue when we kiss, absolutely devour the insides of my snout like a cannibal trying to keep his composure. to pour petals of black and pink flowers on our bed when i'm away, and surprise me lying in bed in a new outfit, if wearing one at all…~ ♡ to pounce on me from the back and claw my shoulders, and then lick the dots of blood. you make me so unbelievably euphoric, i want to just brainlessly crush our snouts against eachother in bed, the rush of joy and blood feels so intimate and exciting, one of us passing out on the other… and if i pass out first, i'll let you do ANYTHING you want to me! ♡ i'm your cemetery girl, now and forever.