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I have no tangible identity, but I’m a cute captive puppy princess. ♪
⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹ My name is Kiana. feel free to call me nicknames too. I am 15Y with bpd, gad, adhd, schizotpyal and suspected schizoid traits. I’m avoidant by default and paranoid for no real reason. I function. always half-here half-elsewhere. I talk too fast, think too little, and overshare on accident.
⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹ Don’t try to one up me on my favs/ships, I take it personally and combust instantly. My identity rotates depending on what character im obsessed with that week.
⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹ I am blunt, unfiltered, and often detached. I speak before thinking and think before caring. I am not a stable or consistent individual; do not expect balance, moderation, or anything resembling a normal emotional range. My concern is minimal, and my patience is microscopic.
⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹ My best friend Kiyo exists in a peculiar, unchartable corner of my internal map. He’s a gravitational anomaly; something I orbit even when I act indifferent, a presence I track with quiet, unnecessary precision.
⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹ Nihilism is my natural state. The universe is indifferent, meaningless, and absurdly structured against any form of permanence. I watch existence collapse into itself, the patterns repeating in infinite monotony, and I care only enough to observe, annotate, and occasionally mock. Morality, consequence, hope—these are illusions I acknowledge academically, never emotionally.
⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹ I have trouble talking to people. Most attempts at friendship feel like a liability I didn’t ask for. Friends are a burden, unnecessary and exhausting, and I am not a good friend. I do not check in, I do not comfort, I do not notice most things. I give little, take little, and vanish without explanation. If you approach me expecting support, consistency, or understanding, be warned: you will be disappointed. Attachment is selective and obsessive, but only toward the few obsessions that matter to me. Everyone else exists at a distance, and I guard that distance rigorously. I do not tolerate obligations, emotional labor, or small talk. I engage when it suits me and retreat when it doesn’t. Do not expect loyalty, do not expect patience, and do not mistake my tolerance for kindness.


‎ — ‎ But if none of this deters you, you can‎ ‎ contact ‎ ‎ ‎ me ‎ ‎ ‎ here ‎ ‎ ˖˚₊

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Pub: 03 Dec 2025 16:30 UTC

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