6.10.2025 coat guy x schizophrenic girl
ship names cold delusion, emptiness for two, cold reality, schizocoat
no, i'm not human is one of my current spinterests. i love the themes of this game, such as discrimination and the nature of judgement in humans. i also think its plot is incredibly creative, and each character means so much more when you really study them.
about schizophrenic girl (oc)
kinda basic character tbh this is literally just a self-insert. yameri, visitor, schizophrenic. i made her to represent schizophrenic people who are still discriminated against. when she shows up, she acts very erratic and disoriented. essentially enough to be considered crazy. if she was canon, i'd want her to be included in the cultist ending :')
her face is false. if you ask to check her facial features too many times (ex: teeth, eyes, ears), she will take it off as if it was a mask, and reveal a hole that is seemingly a void that appears dreamlike. in the middle are "heartstrings" that keep her beating heart propped up in the center.
lovemail
i'm still coming up with a proper name to call you, but it is ok!! you are so cute, i love you very much :) we share a lot of the same sentiments about ourselves. we have so much in common! i wish i could keep you from getting cold ever again. at first, i thought you were a woman, and i was hopelessly enamored.. even after figuring out you weren't, you still kind of remained as a girl in my head. it's fitting! the implication that you're autistic (iirc?) makes so much sense for the void in place of your organs.. everybody needs organs. organs work a certain way and need to in order to help you survive properly. in autistic people, these "organs" are different, and they don't always function "normally". people will put you down, tease you, exclude you, & banish you if your organs don't look or function the same as theirs.
the void represents the feeling of having something missing. everybody else knows and has something you don't. it is a common feeling when you are autistic - if everyone else is neurotypical, how come you aren't? what are you missing? the autistic individual, in the beginning, questions what they are doing wrong for people to react the way they do to them. it makes you feel alien. visitors are treated as alien. there are a variety of interpretations to what multiple things in ninah represent, but discrimination is a big theme. you are oh-so-pretty and timid! i am timid too. i don't get cold easily, i'm always warm. let's stay together! i love you so dearly, and i know you love me more than anyone else :) kiss kiss ur so cutielings. i also cant believe its already been 4 months! two more and its half a year ^_^ ill love you forever, my sweet girl