Hi!! I'm Tessa AKA Sam AKA J's one and only true wife ā”ā” that's a joke, somewhat. I'm very cringe and ANNOYING about her as my friends say š I talk about her more here I just thought she deserved another page for her. Haha. THIS WILL BE A CHARACTER ANALYSIS DEDICATED TO HER SOON. I don't know psychology and carp like that so this is shit from a butt
J is such a complex and unique character in Murder Drones and I absolutely adore her for it. Her way of speaking, using corporate jargon in place of regular language, is so š„¹ endearing. Unironically. It's adorable and hilarious and just another special trait about J that I love!! Think a lot about that moment when J asked Uzi for an 'Equity Partnership' ,,, can this girl ask for a partnership normally? Actually she had and it FAILED, so.. Anyways. Makes me wonder how the series would've progressed I also love š«¶ her corporate obsessed dedication. It's very funny. 'MY SPECIAL FELLA IS CORPORATE!' Okay.. okay. Chill out, there's more to life than that! She is such a frigging tryhard like J my love chill the flip out. I cant blame her though, thats the only life shes ever known. Serving humans.. serving JcJenson.. Serving The Absolute Solver.. It is sad seeing that. Some may say J redemption wasnt needed and I get it, I still wouldve loved to see her reclaim power over her own destiny without submitting to the higher power in her situation. It makes sense on her end, JcJenson created her and the Elliott Manor set on the obey or be killed idea in her head and The Absolute Solver can literally twist and bend matter and destroyed multiple planets soooo the chances of J rebelling and Winning seemed impossibly low! I don't really like the graphic novel's direction so far but she is so cute in the art style I want to squeeze her. I'm a little surprised by the Epsiode 6 description? I'm so sure they did a typo and meant to write V, otherwise that'd be BONKERS. On one hand, I love V too so it'd be sad if she got sidelined.. on the other hand, I love J more soooooooooo ehehheheh. It is an adaptation after all! I just hope they go well with J's character. Her little dialogue where she passed on Uzi because 'freaky weirdo probably doesn't taste good' set me off.. like.. J? Refusing the opportunity to kill of vulnerable worker drone??? Also she would NOT SAY THAT. That's like. Lizzy's thing. J is mean but she is not bratty mean girl mean yknow. And that kinda upset me... A LOT! Also, Manor J is amazing. I love her so much she was just a baby did not deserve NONE OF THAT!! I saw an edit and oh em gee. Clutched my heart strings. I was feeling really sad at one point but got distracted with the clip of J saying 'Hi Tessa!' And she says it sooo ,, ouhh, it immediately cheered me up. Am I normal? J I frigging love her so much she's actually amazing there's so much about her to recognize and appreciate and adore. I love hugging my J plush it's so comforting and warm and I NEEEEDDDD HERRRR BADDD you're everything PERFECT! I feel destined and intertwined with J, I need herrrrr. There is so much about J that I wish both haters and fans alike would recognize. J is amazing and she's such great potential and wonderfully loveable and comedic. I hate it when people dumb her down to either 'Mean to N >:(' or 'Total badass girlboss does not wrong!' SHES A GIRLFAILURE DISGUISED AS A GIRLBOSS! I argued with someone on TikTok about this because they were spouting dumb crap. Yes I acknowledge her wrong doings they make her as complex as she is! Her abusive behavior towards N is a result of The Cycle of Abuse and it is important to recognize how her lack of patience and respect for N is stemmed from what was inflicted on her in the manor, they pretty much grew up in an environment that expected them to work and to do it PERFECTLY otherwise get dumped and discarded, very much pushing competition and survival of the fittest! J knows Tessa very much cares for N and the other drones, so him being all clumsy and incompetent at least in her eyes risks their safety and Tessa's!! They know they are next to powerless against the oppressive systems in place, that defiance equals death, thus developing a fragile inferiority complex that manifests as egoism and loyalty to ensure her safety and pride herself on being the most logical and effective in their situation. J believes she's doing what is best and prides herself on her dedication, because 'if nobody else stepped up to keep you guys in line then you'd be DEAD!!' There is some level to truth to this line of reasoning but it's also flawed and she treats N like SHIT because of it and I want people to talk about that more. Please just because she's your favorite doesn't mean you ignore her evil misdeeds! But on the other hand.. people act like she's evil incarnate despite the planet eating skin wearing eldritch monstrosity being right there, but nooooo... she hurt sweet cinnamon roll N so OBVIOUSLY that means she's the evilest of them all! 𤦠For Starters, she quite literally admits to being TRICKED, and then goes on to say that 'There's No Escape, Even In Death!' She truly believes there was NO OTHER choice because remembering THIS IS THE PLANET EATING ELDRITCH HORROR WHO CAN BEND AND TWIST REALITY. Not only that but quite literally wearing the skin of Tessa too. The odds are STACKED AGAINST them and truthfully the Solver could've won against Uzi very easily had it not been for it's playful nature! J was in a vulnerable position here, her whole worldview was twisted and what she stood for.. Defending JcJenson's honor.. totally ripped away from her. It all seemed so insignificant in the end, what was there to do when the thing you've dedicated yourself to and convinced yourself was your purpose IS TAKEN AWAY FROM YOU! The Manor / JcJenson instilled compliance, to work their butts off, it's the only thing J really knows. Instead of pritorizing her own personal beliefs, she disregards them for the sake of pleasing the superior power. When Solver immediately disregards her and sends her back to guard the ship? J's short moment of contemplation wasn't for NOTHING, it was to represent how she had to give up her own desires for the entity who took away everything! J was manipulated and pretty much the entire world was against her / worker drones, it only makes sense she won't be perfect person. 'OH BUT Nā' N IS JUST N. He had his memories wiped and EVEN THEN HE ACTED SIMILAR TO J IN THE SENSE OF BEING A TOTAL LAP DOG! 'Not as cool as following the rules..' it just manifests differently for him. J took back power in the smallest way, at least age convinced herself it was power, by acting as a sort of leader to the DDs. Able to project and channel her own insecurities and anger onto N to feel good about herself. N shares that same inferiority complex, but it makes him more visibly insecure instead of defensively and egotistical.. unlike J. It comes across more as submission. So really they've both been affected by their situations but not everyone Is going to be replica of each other !! Do I make sense? Its such a shame that Tessa's Parents and JcJenson got her to be THIS loyal in A BAD WAY. The only time I remember her ever apologizing was towards Tessa when she refused, initially, to free Tessa and herself from the chains. SHE EXPRESSEF REGRET. SHE FEELS REGRET AND SYMPATHY! But she's so damn brainwashed.. I can fix her.. J ITS OKAY!
It contrasts V so nicely, I love Oilrose for that actually. Actually I have a lot to say about them but it sounds crazy and a huge stretch so I won't say it. Im so sure J expected that no matter what happens, who wins and who doesnt, there was quite literally nothing for her left. She's alone now and discarded by the very being she literally destroyed relationships for just to prioritize only for it to be for NOTHING. And now shes just doing what she always does.m, WORK. Literally why bother with the landing pod even, at least implied, nearly every other hospitable exoplanet has been WIPED? It's just work for the sake of it, no aim, no purpose.. just like how J's life had become at that point. Despite what she says, she truly does need them, and it makes me sad seeing her be so alone at the end while the rest of the gang enjoy themselves, a life free of worry about some big power taking it all away. They WERE close, they REALLY WERE. The thing with the DDs is that abandoning loved ones isnt really their thing, because they know how it feels to have the world against you and the only people who stayed with you. The Elliott Manor era.. J doesn't like N, but J didnt leave N with Solver V on his own, handing him the basement key and taking care of Solver V. V insists on N and her leaving together to forge their own path, N echoes those words to Uzi, J argues for V to join her because.. as they can all agree.. its better to be a team. J doesn't just say its better to be on the winning team, she follows it up with AS A TEAM. It's IMPORTANT to her that V gives up this whole rebel act and just... gives in so they can be together once more, some semblance of a team. AND V RESISTS AND J FEELS BETRAYED! 'I never needed either of you' was a lie because you can see just how devastated, ANGRY she gets at V. She's masking that pain with an attempt at preserving her ego and independence. I really like Older Sister J. I said this before actually but I'll say it again.. found family Elliott Manor is so fucking peak..