Sorry about the old content wow that's embarrassing. I do not have aspd that was a belief that only lasted a few months in 2025 due to me being diagnosed with a cd as a minor and my mental health was at an all time low. Well nobody cares but i got a strawpage anon about it back thenLOL im feeling okay to return to my urls for nobody but myself so. Hi hello

18 years old. She/any. I love the sea and sea glass it's beautiful that's literally why i got this url in 2024 its probably NFS/T so my apologies. Honorable mention to seaglass dandy's world

What do i put here. I suppose i'll write some things. Blue as a color initially became loved by me as a coping mechanism in 2023. It's become a part of my identity to contrast the Red and Yellow (my favorite colors before then, still love 'em now) i based myself around when trying to be more than the person i grew up as. So. Out there. Social. Self esteem very high. You get it. I'm not those at all other than who id like to be and i connect blue to my truth and the things about me i despise but dont have to. Corny i guess? Its my url. Um hut anyways i was born in melbourne beach, florida no longer live there but my dad's family does and id love to visit. Always loved the beach but it and blue really did help me when i was trying to find myself in '23. Now in 2026 its stuck with me. Not as my whole, but as a part of me. I think thats beautiful. Growth after something. I'd like to think it was the rain after the sunshine and now i am starting to become a rainbow. Sometimes i write letters to my former friends that i can likely never send them with stuff id like to say to express my guilt and emotions and everything. They are left unsent. But it helps me understand how i feel about them. I hope i can learn more in therapy but one thing ive taught myself is that the past doesnt define me. I can only do better in the future. Rentry doesnt have to be an evil place for me either i can have fun with it like i used to. There's my emotional spiel hope you enjoy because things like that are going on my urls until i figure out how i want to decorate them

I know rentry also likes to have my urls reclaimed because Ha ha not enough content even when i have full text and metadata so THIS TOOK OVER 30 SECONDS!!! You have a whole paragraph of me spilling my heart out even if this url is ugly rn

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Pub: 19 May 2022 01:21 UTC

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