things i recommend you don't let me do 
- Play any game related to clowns/has a clown character/has any mention of a clown. I will not be the same. Look at how I act with the freak circus
- talk about, look at, or listen to anything related to Noiz from DRAMAtical Murder. I might kill myself.
- Talk about any of my exes. I will also kill myself but out of immense agony. What the fuck was I thinking?
- Under zero circumstances shall you allow me to make any rentry when I am high. I will admit things I wouldn't admit sober.
- do not let me wake and bake. you will not hear from me.