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to; arthur,
love; miffy
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my name is miffy, i'm a 17YO Intersex guy, i use shy/hym and also present fem but only seen as a guy, i'm an otherkin among other things! Silly fox girl with BPD and mental problems, causing me to not stay in great contact with people. i love my bf, my everything, my fp <3
my boyfriends name is arthur, he's also a 17YO, transman + bisexual, only goes by he/him! Very socially awkward and not the greatest at starting convo's and such, suspected disordered but not for sure
7/18/2025; i know this is late, i'm slacking and i suck but i love you dearly. i've never really written a lovemail before, and i'm not one to write big paragraphs like i used to be, but that doesn't mean i love you any less. even when times get hard, things happen, or we fight, anything that happens in the end, never really affects my love for you. no matter what happens, it will never, ever change my indefinite love for you. since the moment i met you, December of 2021, near Christmas, i have never stopped loving you. i thought love at first sight was such a stupid thing, how could that ever exist? how could someone ever fall in some with someone at a single glance, but then i met you, and it sounded so stupid to me, i was in denial for a long time i actually loved you, not because you were a bad person or that i didn't enjoy being around you, i refused to believe love at first sight existed, but it began to grow on me, you, grew on me. the day i helped you get out of your toxic friends arms was the first time i saw you feel free, you were so much more open with me, so much more happy, and i watched you grow. i never caught onto your love for me, it should've been obvious, we would call each other names no one but lovers would call each other, and use /p as if it meant anything but covering up a lie that it was romantic, i knew it was but up until October of 2022, i denied it, i knew what i was doing the night i asked you if you had liked anyone, if you started to, my memory is bad but i remember those days like it was yesterday, you told me no, or maybe you do and how it would really even matter, and you asked me, of course i said maybe aswell, but i didn't know if it would ever go anywhere, and then the next day or some after that, we were messing around, tired, giggly, after comforting you from a long, hard night, asking each other our favorite things, and eventually we got to "who you liked" and maybe you were oblivious, or acting that way, but you were guessing characters like the dumbass you were, i loved it, it was so cute. no matter how many hints i gave you of the name, or how the other one acted, you just wouldn't guess it until you were piecing together the name and figured out it was you and you were so flustered you didn't even know what to say to me. at 1:49 am of October 22nd of 2022, you asked me to be your boyfriend after teasing you all that time. i would've fessed up eventually, just not then. i'm grateful everyday that you asked me, and that we stuck together so long after that, still continue to. you would think you run out of things to talk about, to do, i was always afraid of that when seeing others date, or my parents how they don't really talk much, but even after all this time, we still do, and even when we don't, we sit in silence with one another and enjoy just being together, that's what being in love really is, nothing can stop it. just how nothing will ever stop my love from making it's way back to your heart, you never grew tired of hearing, i never did either, even the smallest of things, the things that don't matter at all, the TMI, i love it all. thank you, i'll add to this soon ♥︎
8/14/2025; since you ever so rudely harrassed me into writing this cuz i kept forgetting (ragebaiting me) i come to finally write. as of this week, i commissioned for the both of us to draw art, and you chose yume art like the queer you are...buying you things makes me more than happy when i finally can, being both long distance and usually broke makes me wish i met you under different times, when i was older and had more to offer you and to see you, but words and hanging out online was more than enough for you, and when you saw me for the first time, and hearing me, you were so kind and overfilled with joy you were the first ever person to know these things about me, all my life i had been semi-mute, but still nontalking for the most part, but with you it was just so different, to this day i still hate my voice, but you make me happy and comfortable. Back to the main topic.......I adore seeing you so excited and filled with joy over your characters and interests that mean a lot to you, and seeing you pick something you wanted the most made me happy to see you so excited when it was finished, when i hear you splurge about things you love it makes me love you even more and makes me so interested i just wanna learn all about it so i can ask you more and learn more about it! it fills me with so much warmth in my heart to see you fully comfortable around me and talk about interests, not afraid they may be seen as cringe or weird to anyone else, and i'm glad you're totally comfortable with me. it's always so warming to see you so happy when i am able to get you things, even if it's small, even if it isn't something physical, one day, it will be, what i got him;
8/26/2025; another message in the same month i might be getting better. i officially commissioned ANOTHER person for art of us
teehee i lvoe you sosososo much, i'm getting it of us as aarmau (era; love love paradise) and i'm so excited. i still remember when we were first meeting each other and i saw you with aphmau stuff, i got so excited someone else shared the same interest as me at the time and turned out we both loved it so much, talking about her series' with you and watching you make stuff was so amazing to see, at the time i only saw us as dante and travis as i was in denial i liked you, but even like the gays they are i liked you. i'm usually so protective of my special interests, but with you, it made me super excited and we blurted about it together for years, even now we still do with theories and new stuff coming out awakened that passion of mine to talk to you about it, even though your favorite is mcd, that's yet to be continued (has plans to) i still like to yap in your ear about new content coming out and how much i enjoy it, and forcing you to watch it too. one day i'll force you to watch all of mystreet with me...
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10/9/2025; ok i said i was getting better but i LIED, not actually school just started for me and i've been too swamped/unmotivated to leave a message here, i've been writing essay's left and right and it's drained my want to add anything here until now..anyway, i got scammed with the last art i commissioned as you know, but someone was nice enough to let me do an art trade (because i refused to let them do it for free) to draw us the same way i wanted with the other one! i'm super excited and think we'll both love it, i can't wait to add it here when it's done it's kinda been a hard month for us both, but i love that even now, it doesn't stop us, even when we're exhausted and upset, irritable, we still love each other and get out of whatever rough patch it may be (between us or even not) i'll always be here for you and nothing will ever ever ever change that, i will welcome you with open and loving arms every time you need them & be in someones embrace. P.S; please stop ragebaiting me
just a few hours later and they finished! i'm sosososo happy i could cry from joy, u kinda suck at showing how happy you are but it's ok ily the way you are and i know you're happy anywya <33 this wasn't supposed to be colored or anything but they decided to due to what happened and it actually makes me so happy.
i love how my acne + chub is added since i am, admittedly bigger and feels it looks just like me I'm so joyous, even my curly hair, you look so cute as well my handsome boy i'm gonna smother you with a pillow with my happiness aggression
OUR THIRD COMM ART IS DONE!! Omg i love these all so much and they make me extremely happy, i got this one a while back but just now got it back and any art of us together is worth all the wait in the world!! i'm not able to get you physical gifts, so being able to get these that resembles our love and the love i have for you to buy us things of us together makes me extremely happy. i know i can draw myself, i have, i've made ship edits of us for years now, but getting art just feels so special being able to see us drawn in such cute ways together, and one day these pictures of art will turn into real photos we take together. i look foward to the day i can see you everyday, and you meeting my family, me telling them how i met you online and i've actually known you all these years and how amazing it was. How amazing it was that you waited for me, that you kept the love for me over so many years without losing it, when you haven't even really been with me, even the photos i send you, even you hearing my voice, no matter what it will never be the same as when we see each other, and i can't wait for that moment. Even if i am a little afraid due to how i look, and how i really act irl, i'm still confident everything will be okay, that you'll love me for who i am and not how i look or act differently, just who you met.