it only hurts because its true 
hi 🙂 im mostly known as ajax or airi, you can call me either of those, aya, or nico*. i use she/he/h#, but dont particularly care how u refer to me , just avoid using they/them on me. my identity is complex and difficult, so my labels often change, but i am generally arospec, queer, and nongendered.
i type myself as INTJ (Ni-Te) sp/sx 638 6w5 LFVE True-Neutral and Melancholic (Mel-Chol) I am prone to isolation & general avoidance. I present myself much differently online & interactions may vary depending on the other party. Let me know if there are any problems.
i am largely interested in video games, music project, and art. my main interests at the moment are persona1-5, pjeg, milgram, danganronpa, slow damage, pjsk, and enstars. i appreciate reccomendations, but am slow at getting into them . .
i am heavily fixated on & attached to goro akechi specifically. he is a large part of my identity & i mention him alot. im a heavily selective sharing yumeshipper with him ( & akito shinonome ) and wont guarantee responses to doubles or big fans similar.
general byf; i have low social battery very often, i often reply late & keep my notifications off. i rarely interact first, but usually am willing to talk, however, i can be kinda dry sometimes. i am emotionally and mentally unwell, where i try not to let this impact my relationships, it isnt truly in my control & i often display some traits of that. i have professionally recognized general & social anxiety, and highly suspected autism ( & disorders otherwise. ) again, let me know if there are any issues.
i love and cherish my friends, specifically t3gc , vie val and xixa ❣️ i am appreciative of all my aquaintances and mutuals as well, i hope we can be closer some day ….
urls main
this is a wip, itll probably be that way for a while.