Lovemail for the best bf.

This a lovemail for my boyfriend, who i love lots. He's perfect and amazing and im gay and inlove for him. And i want to gay kiss him. on the lips. :/

♡ 19.NOV.24 ♡

Hello. Hi. I love you a lot. Like actually. Lots. There's nothing to NOT love about you and everytime you say something negative about yourself i feel a really strong urge to choke you to death. You are totally and 100% perfect to me. And i wish i could be the person you need, so im trying to better myself to become that. You are a total safezone for me, and i want you to feel that way with me, so i will stop at genuinely NOTHING to achieve this. I'm srs. I was SO okay with being a bad person for so long, but you helped me flip that around. I really love you, a lot. And i feel this. Urge. To just. MWA MWA MWA MWA MWA MWA MWA. I love you. Lots. You're adorable. You're so unimaginably patient with me and its just <3<3<3. You really understand me, I dont need to filter myself around you, and I'm ETERNALLY thankful for that. I dont know how else to show my gratitude for your patience, and your time, and for you. just EXISTING. in MY TIMELINE. You're perfect, every part of you. And it always will be, even if that's just to me. You have been through so much, even just in your relationships and it feels like you can't catch a break. evver. I promise that one day I'll be the break you need. Ever since i met you, I've been really gay for you. And I'll continue to be gay for you. For as long as possible. I see you in my future, and this isn't some stupid unrealistic childish dream, I really want to be with you in the future, for as long as possible. I will stop at a genuine NOTHING if it means your happy, even for a little while. Your laugh is the most relaxing sound evver. Its so contagious, but in a good way. Like, you could laugh at the stupidest thing ever and I'll laugh along wwith you. Out of nowhere. Even if i dont understand what your laughing at. You are so so infatuating. I lovve you, i lovve spending all day talking to you, talking ABOUT you. You mean so much to me, and you will always remain like that.

We have so much unintentionally in common and i feel REALLY understood with you. I've not been good with trust, and i never have been. And you don't FORCE it. You let me take my time, and you let it come naturally. Everytime i start crashing out, you sit with me through it, and it means more than you could ever imagine. You're all i ever wanted in anyone and im so lucky i joined that fucking stupid server in October. The change from my life before you, to meeting you, to dating you has been drastically positive and you mean SO. FUCKING. MUCH to me. I probably sound like a broken record repeating that, but it's true. And i need you to know. Even if its not mutual. I will always fucking love you, and how gentle, and patient, and creative and BEAUTIFUL you are. Inside and out. You are so unintentionally funny. Sometimes i catch myself thinking back on stupid shit you said and i start giggling to myself. It's so effortless and admirable. YOU are admirable. You're so strong, and this love is like. really genuine. And i dont feel like this a lot, and i dont think I've ever loved anyone like how i love you. You are perfect, in everyway to me. I'll love you and your stupid little rambles (/pos) forever. You're such a nerd, and you're so polite and passionate about it. It's still. so. admirable. You can stay dedicated to something and SOMEONE for so long. And it's just. wow. Yeah um. This is long. And im tired. Really tired. Love you alot Golf. Mwa Mwa Mwa.



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Pub: 13 Oct 2021 20:19 UTC
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