Got so high that instead of seeing stars; I saw your gorgeous brown eyes.
Owned by Shi... to clarify...
Her Rentry, my Rentry, and our shared Rentry.
Jianmail... (lovemail heh)
❛ day 001 started:
0 2 : 2 9 PM 07/24/25 go back
JIANNNNN THE BEST GIRLFRIEND TO EVER EXIST. Jian my baby, Jian my Delilah, Jian my lychee. please never rot or wither, it'd be too much on my sore heart. You're one of the most cutest and funniest people ive ever met, and i can't believe we've only been friends for, what, 12 days??? it feels like years. you hold a special place in my heart, Jian. Never forget that. you're my cutie, my baby, my beloved
^^ us bee tee dubs
JIAN MY CUTIEEE, MY BELOVEDDDD. YOU'RE SO CUTEEEE BLAHHHHH
Genuinely i have no idea whatd i do without you... youre the most kindest and awesomest person ive ever met and oh goodness its just so ???? so refreshing and amazing because i aftually love you so so so so much. I love the way you're so clingy, i love when you miss me, i love our sleep calls, i love our calls that last days, i love it so much when you call me petnames or say you love me as well. my heart aches whenever i see something YOU made for US. and somerhing so reserved for us that no one could see or replicate. Genuinely ?? i love u soososoososososoos much. and i will never sorp loving u ok? never apologize for being clingy or sayinf i miss u becausd ALLLLLLL the fiem i KNOW that i miss u too. like i wrote all this cmon ...
we are EVERY anime duo btw and every kdrama cdrama jdrama duos. Btw. we are kagehina we are kuroken we are iwaoi we are bokuaka we are tsukkiyama we are daisuga we are shinsoukoku we are soukoku we are kunizai we are ranpoe i cant think WE ARE EVERYONG Oh yoshikaru WE ARE EVERYONFFFFF OK? ILY TOO MUCH TO LET YOU GO YOU MEAN THE WROLD TO ME
Jianmail... (lovemail heh) DAY OO2
❛ day 002 started:
1 1 : 4 3 PM 07/25/25 go back
My universe, my world, my everything. you're my salt in the sea, you're my stars in heaven. I love you. Way too much to let you go.
My body aches for you.
My heart yearns for you.
I want your warmth against mine.
I need your warmth against mine
I'd love to feel your hand intertwined in mine.
I'd love for you to feel my lips against your cheek.
i CANNOT believe your simple existance is living in the same time as i am.... if taht makes sense
i love you so much, too much, way too much.
i haaaaaaate it when i'm not with you, i hate it how when you get upset when i'm not there. because i should be. i should there, with you, by your side. cuddling you, holding you by your waist and hips, resting my face into the crook of your neck. because i'd love to.. i'd love to, so much...
i aant to be that person. That special person in your life; the one that's always there for you and can always be there to hold your hands. i want to kiss your hair and face and everywhere. if you want to, of course.
i want to worship every part of you, parts that you think arent loveable. i promise ill love every part of you.. mentally, physically, emotionally.
im with you. i promise. every step of the way, i'll be there, with you.
Jianmail... (lovemail heh) DAY 003
❛ day 003 started:
0 3 : 0 4 AM 07/26/25 go back
I can't even believe you exist. The cutest person ever is dating me? And I am dating her? God, I almost fainted when you agreed to date, when you said you liked me back. My chest felt heavy with nervousness, anticipation, love, shock, and pure relief.
We fit like puzzle pieces; perfect for each other. We love each other to the max, we make each other feel whole. Especially me. I feel like you've been the person that I was waiting for all this time, all my life.
You're asleep right now, and I miss you dearly. I know I shouldn't, because you need the rest... but I wish I were there. With you; clinging onto you like a little puppy begging for your specific attention. in a way, i am.. just not a dog.
I need you to understand you're perfect in every way possible, you aren't bloated, you aren't ugly, you aren't 'chopped'. You're 'Fine Shyt' to me. <3 Please understand that I get concerned and worried whenever you joke about not eating because you look bloated. I don't care about how you look. I care about you in the way you act, the shift in your eyes, the way you hold my hand.
Even if I can't read social cues or tones online, I'll always understand you on a deeper level. A deeper level of understanding and intimacy between us two.
I'm listening to Beabadoobee and every song was suddenly about you. Wave to earth, Daniel Caeser, Clairo, Laufey, Faye Webster, MacDeMarco.
I will never regret the day I confessed (today) to be your lover and girlfriend. Never let me go, never take your eyes off of me, and I promise I won't either. I'll love you until the sun dies out, my dear Jian.
Jianmail... (lovemail heh) DAY 004
❛ day 004 started:
1 1 : 2 4 PM 07/27/25 go back
100 Reasons to love you
- Your humour.
- The smile on your adorable face.
- Your nerdy facts
- The sound of your contagious laugh.
- The way your eyes shine
- The structure of your face.
- You listen.
- You understand.
- The comfort in your touch and words.
- You're the warm embrace I crave.
- The way you cling onto me.
- You trust me.
- You know me.
- You understand me in intimate ways no one else can.
- You're beautiful.
- The smell of love radiating off you.
- Rememberance of little things.
- You always stay with me.
- You surprise me.
- You understand and respect boundaries.
- You ask for permission.
- You're loyal.
- You change a rooms atmosphere almost immediately.
- You are the only one I can understand.
- You're perfect mentally, physically and emotionally.
- You're the one I will always come to.
- You care.
- You're my number one person to go to.
- I tell you everything
- You draw perfectly.
- You have the warmest heart I've ever seen.
- You're brave. Brave enough to trust me. Brave enough to show yourself to me. Brave enough to be vulnerable around me.
- You're rhe world to me.
- You make my heart beat faster.
- I feel my chest tingle whenever you text.
- I smile at every notification from you.
- You're my Dahlia.
- You let yourself be you.
- You let myself be me.
- You let me love you.
- You let yourself love me.
- You're the only one I want and need.
- You're intelligent.
- You make me feel lucky having someone like you. And, I am.
- You mean the world to me; you're my world.
- You're the victim of my shallow emotions; I thank you for that.
- You're my Clematis.
- You are your perfect self.
- You mean more to me words cannot describe
- Your hair.
- Your personality.
- Your voice.
- Your eyes.
- You trust me.
- You make everything and anything special.
- You're precious to me.
- You mean everything to me.
- The way you sound when you're surprised.
- The way you sound when you're scared.
- The way you sound when you're happy.
- The way you sound when you're sad.
- Everything about you is a work of art.
- The strength within yourself.
- Our random, our romantic, our funny, our sad talks.
- The way your face shifts.
- Your love for your interests.
- You give me hopes for a happy future with you.
- You do anything and everything to make me cheer up.
- How good you are at communicating
- How special you are to me.
- How special I am to you.
- You notice things I do that I am unaware of.
- Our calls.
- Your cute, little videos you make for me.
- The way you trust me enough for you to show me who you are; truly.
- Your "I miss you"'s.
- How you fill my thoughts every part of the day.
- Your easily comfort around me.
- You call me cute, with or without a reason.
- We reassure each other.
- We rely on each other.
- All I want is to be alone with you.
- Your full attention on me.
- When we play Roblox otp.
- Your gratitude.
- Your flirty remarks and jokes.
- The way you 'Match My Freak'.
- The way I can always be myself with you.
- The sound of my name on your lips.
- We love the same animes .
- Perfect advice.
- We can be weird together.
- How you stumble on your words.
- The way you call me baby.
- Your many goals and dreams
- You're generious.
- You're selfless.
- Your self respect.
- Everything and anything.
One hundred. Just because.. you're you.
Jianmail... (lovemail heh) DAY 005
❛ day 005 started:
0 9 : 3 1 PM 07/28/25 go back
'm sorry baby i forgot </3 ilysm you mean everything to me.
Jianmail... (lovemail heh) DAY 006
❛ day 006 started:
0 8 : 3 1 PM 07/29/25 go back
Hi my love, just thinking about you makes my heart go insane. Hiding my face in my hands and curling my legs as my feet kick, wishing I could see that adorable face again.
There are thousands or brown eyes out there; but your are the ones I've fallen in love with. Your brown eyes are my absolute favourite of all time; the specialty in them is something no one else has.
My full attention is on you, everywhere, everytime, any where, anytime.
I hate how stupid I feel whenever you call me cute or anything along the lines of that, I hate how my face burns up and turns red whenever you shower me with love. Yet, it feels so right, so belonging, so... fit.
You are mine, I am all yours. We are each others. Always.
Jianmail... (lovemail heh) DAY 006
❛ day 007 started:
1 0 : 5 4 PM 08/05/25 go back
HELLO!!! we didnt break up! i, me (hao), just took a break. I still love my gf very dearly--as you can tell, i assume, things just got in the way.
My dear, Lin. You're perfect in every way, shape or form. You are everything I've ever dreamt of, except, even better. I love your perfect face, I love the way you type, I love the way you're consistant with your words. You somehow never and also always seem to surprise me /pos.
Lin, you have no idea how much love my heart stores just for you. You're.. my everything... my all. Baby, I love you, and I will, until the sun dies.
Jianmail... (lovemail heh) DAY 007
❛ day 007 started:
0 3 : 3 2 PM 11/05/25 go back
I miss her so much. I have no idea where she is, she won't tell me, and I won't pry. She can tell me when she's completely comfortable. Oh, God, I miss her, I miss my baby, my sweetie, my angel. Eita is the love of my life, the one that I truly love. She means the world to me.
Eita is the most important person than I've ever met, someone that finally means something to me.
Jianmail... (lovemail heh) DAY 007
❛ day 008 started:
1 1 : 4 4 PM 08/21/25 go back
I have no regrets being with you. Confessing to you has been the best decision my young mind could've ever made, and now you're all mine and mine to love, cherish, protect, kiss, and understand. You're genuinely the most perfect person I could've ever asked for, let alone DATE?! Eita, you mean too much to me to let go. You're my everything, you're mine. Everything... you understand me in a way no one else can even TRY to recreate. I want you. Bad. Even if I have you; I want you.. need, need and want. Both. Please. No words can describe how much I want you. Yearning? Courting? Craving? Wanting? Hunger? Fervor? Greedy? Lust? No. Pure want. Pure wanting. I don't think theres anyone else better than you. And; I'm right! There is no one better! Hah, and you're all mine.