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i have major jealousy issues + trust issues and will distance myself away from you with no hesitation if i notice you favoriting me over someone else, or if you are with someone my gut is telling me to avoid. it is not my fault, and i am currently trying my best to improve on this. i won't talk to you if you are just going to scold me for this.⠀⠀i constantly switch personalities and identity due to my idaelius and i cant always identify who i truly am. do not try to help me, you will only feed into my delusions. i'd prefer to figure everything out on my own, unless i specifically asked for help. regarding my personalities, i can go from the kindest person to be around to someone you'd rather avoid. if you are not willing to accept this, don't bother interacting. these personalities can really warp who i believe i am, and if i say something about myself that may not be true, do not feed into my delusions, as said before.⠀⠀i am hypersexual, i apologize for any disgusting comments i may make. sometimes i may even sound as if i'm being serious, i am not. if these comments make you uncomfortable, please let me know. really, if anything makes you uncomfortable, speak up -- otherwise i won't stop, because i will assume you're okay with my behavior.⠀⠀along with my jealous issues mentioned before, i have heavy abandonment issues and may ask you within our friendship if you plan on leaving. depending on my current identity at that moment, i may not care if you leave me, at all. other times, it will take a toll on my mentality. don't feel forced to always reassure me, i will figure things out.⠀⠀i am suicidal. i won't trauma dump on you, but i say kms and or kys jokes at times. rarely, now, but i ask of you to let me know beforehand if you are okay with those or not.⠀⠀do not vent to me without asking, i will genuinely tell you to fuck off, or even something worse.⠀⠀music almost completely decides my mood. keep that in mind.⠀⠀i am heavily fucked up in the head, and say/do some fucked up shit. if you are not okay with this, again, don't bother interacting.⠀⠀ i have more disorders than you can count. learn to adjust to me or gtfo.⠀⠀i am a heavily flirtatious person, i am not lovebombing you. my real flirting is much different to platonic flirting.⠀⠀i am openly rude and make mean comments about others. whether this is privately talking shit or straight to their face. if you are not okay with this then boo hoo. i'm not rude to people i'm close with, but i jokingly bully my friends.⠀⠀i'm not ashamed to tell you i don't like you. if i am uncomfortable around you, or find you annoying, i will either call you out for it or simply pretend like you don't exist. /hdir⠀⠀i have triggers, don't mention them or i will threaten to unfriend you, or even block.⠀⠀i don't permanently block, but i can easily get rid of you.⠀⠀i can commonly go into the wrong state of mind and start saying some concerning stuff, like mention of killing myself or self-harming. please do not listen to me in this state, and don't take anything completely serious unless i speak of it when i've reached a better state of mind.⠀⠀i am hypersensitive to loud noises. if you are one fond of calls, i won't stay long if i'm being shouted over or if you think being loud all the time is ' hilarious '.⠀⠀overall, i can be and am a horrible person in non-professional recovery, i will block you just because i can, throw you under the bus just because i can.⠀⠀my bpd heavily influences my behavior. i am not blaming it on my disorder, because i am this way mostly by choice which is just made worse by it.⠀⠀i have a social battery and can literally completely disappear once it hits zero. keep this in mind.⠀⠀i can attach myself harshly, but i can detach myself just the same.⠀⠀i often " put myself on a throne " and can -- not verbally -- but decide fully that i am better than you. i won't express this unless i want to.⠀⠀i am a hyper aware and observant person. nothing you do goes unseen when im around.⠀⠀i am highly judgmental, not always negatively. keep that in mind.⠀⠀don't take EVERYTHING i say seriously, it will get on my nerves.⠀⠀i am nd and need tonetags most of the time, along with that i experience psychosis which cause delusions i can mostly identify. don't point them out, it makes me feel uncomfortable & unsafe. don't treat me any differently than anyone else because of this, it makes you look stupid.⠀⠀do not bodily speak of me as human in any way, as i am nonhuman. with that, do not say you are me or you are the same species as me, because you are not. i am one of a kind.⠀⠀i have selective and sometimes uncontrollable mutism. patience is needed and appreciated.⠀⠀⠀⠀i often maladaptive daydream and space out, making my brain fog + have some memory issues and can make me a bit slower. again, please be patient.⠀⠀if i do not know you closely, interact at your own risk. i bite.⠀⠀this is your only warning. luv ya!

my triggers consist of ; mentioning being a nobody, or being useless or calling me such the mention of overdose or self-harm without permission to speak of it first the name kinsey, kin, or razer the mention of my father, or my other side of the family the mention of summer of 2021 speaking of the bodies age without permission

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