Hi, my name is Consigliere, and I'm an alter that split after the whole drama regarding us being groomed by Jensen/Dean, someone who we were close with, and many who may have lingered in the supernatural area around that time should know about infamously. As a preface, I am a system that formed from extreme repeated abuse at the ages of 6 to 8, which is important as I use basic system terminology here a lot. Keep in mind, I cannot get a diagnosis for my safety + family reasons.

As an alter that is newly formed (maybe two months ago is my split date), I only know what past alters have told me about the situation. I am the main host of my subsystem, so when I say we in this rentry, I am referring to me and my subsystem. The main alter who was groomed (Bean/Paul) is now dormant or in hiding from what we know. They dont play ponytown anymore, and are not active on any of our socials.

I first want to mention that I am not proship / comship / darkship / a lolicon. I am uncomfortable with these labels and do not want them applied to me. The only label I am currently comfortable with is being anti harassment and anti censorship. Other alters, who were active around that time are/may be one of the previously mentioned things, and that is why we (the cluster of alters who are allowed to be on ponytown) are not allowing them to play on ponytown/use our GitHub. They may be active on other social medias, and have different views than us, which we cannot control.

Secondly, I want to clarify, we (the group allowed to play ponytown), are not comfortable with mentions of darkships or dark topics in ships, such as abuse, rape, incest, loli, or shotas. We don't like mentions or deep discussions about these, especially wincest. I ask that wincest shippers please do not interact with the cluster of us, because the few of us who were formed while Jensen was grooming us are still affected by mentions of wincest. We also have Sam Winchester and Dean Winchester fragments from that time who are upset at the thought of incest and abuse. Please respect our wishes unless you are an old greenname/past friend, then you get the smallest hint of a pass. Still, interact with care on the subject.

We plan on making a list of headmates that are currently allowed to play, as those are names you can call us. TLDR: The cluster of us who play ponytown are not proship or darkship and are uncomfortable with those terms and mentions of abuse / incest / rape / loli / wincest, do not mention them to us. Thank you for understanding. ^_^

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Pub: 11 May 2026 11:47 UTC

Edit: 12 May 2026 03:25 UTC

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