/spousing, xia's ext. hi i am eudoxia, but i am experimenting with names before i settle on one permanently, so that is expected to be changed at some point. my other names are saint, vincent, and reece. i go by he/it pronouns. i am a transgender male, who is also gay. im a minor, my birthday is 11/23. im a dogboy purely because i love dogs and the title is cute #livelifethewayyouwantto
i have some of the worst memory imaginable. my brain is picky with what it decides to remember, and a majority of the time it's something stupid. i only remember stuff if i am really invested it.
i get attached easily if shown affection. i hate dm'ing people first, but at some point i'll start doing it randomly. but i'll fall from it if it's not reciprocated. even though i get attached easily, i get put-off and annoyed just as easily. i have a short temper and my moods tend to switch really quick. i'm easy to upset, but just as easy to make happy. i'm also really gullible and believe most stuff people tell me, especially when it comes to people i consider friends.
i lack a filter and say a lot of stupid shit because i can't fathom thinking before i talk. i try to watch myself, but it's difficult for me. i struggle with holding my thoughts in because it's just too much for me to handle.
my personality can shift depending on the person, but it's mostly just a faint difference. i switch between being rude and nice towards my friends; i can't say why i do this, i just do. i say rude things in a teasing manner, though i'm willing to take on a nicer personality for those that don't appreciate my jokes.
i tend to ghost people often, mostly because my willingness to socialize has been drained. i get especially tired after school or socializing for a while, so i disappear a lot or take hour long breaks from talking in dms/gcs. this can change depending on how much i like you. if you are one of my favorite people, i can spend a whole day talking to you nonstop.
I also tend to drop friends easily, either when i get bored of them or i'm too tired to commit to the friendship longer. this can also cause me to stop talking for a few weeks to multiple months before i feel ready to continue the friendship.
i struggle heavily with my feelings, and i struggle with communication. it's easiest for me to just pretend nothing is going on and you come to me first. but, i am working on getting better at communicating.
i can get very clingy to one person, which ends up with me stop talking to my other friends to prioritize that one friend. i struggle with talking to multiple people in dms one on one, so i prefer gcs.
i can randomly switch up on people for no reason at all, though that doesn't happen often.
due to my bad memory, i can't really remember my interests. i do know i am a fan of chiscara, hoyo games, arcane, alnst, nature, photography, music, literature, baking, animals, & animanga. i love my friends, especially miya, luka, iori, & scrgc
i don't have a strict dni. i block freely, so i don't care who interacts with me. i prefer weirdos & basic dni not interact just to make things easier in the long run, but i really couldn't care.