this is dedicated to our dear partner system;
starlight cafe collective
(i am using we and i interchangeably for the whole system)
(also we are bad with expressing ourselves through words to an extent)
i want to start out saying we genuinely love and appreciate every single one of you, you are the most important person to us even if sometimes we seem very distant or if we have trouble conveying that love. we don't say it nearly enough but we do love you through and through.
i love talking to you every single day, even the small talk, or even when i'm frustrated and need to get things off my chest. i like hearing how your day is going, even if you are working and have nothing much to say about it. you are the hardest worker we have EVER met and you deserve so much more recognition by those around you! never sell yourselves short and never take anyone's negative words to heart because there is genuinely nothing bad to say about you at all. you deserve only the most positive words, things, and everything!
usually i am the one to rant about my interests and i really love how you're always interested in hearing about them even when you don't know them. i want to hear more about all of your interests as well, i love seeing your interests on my timeline when you rt them. whenever i see you in my notifications or when we text, i always have a smile on my face. you may not know it now but just you being around makes us so much happier and i'm so excited to see how the future goes with us both. it's been a whole year of us being partner systems and i know that we haven't been the most affectionate partner ever but the unspoken love we have shines beyond any words we could possibly think of. i can’t wait to make more memories with you, whether it be us just chatting or watching shows together, i genuinely cannot wait.
when you're at your worst, we will always be here to support you. we want to help you with anything you need, anything. you can always, always come to us and any of us. you are our best friend, the love of our life, and our future. we will always, always be here with you. i don't know exactly if you had any doubts but i want to reassure you that i will never leave you nor will i stop loving you.
i do want to also add on that i'm sorry this took so long to make as we were wanting to have the perfect wording we are able to do. words are pretty hard for us but we wanted to ensure that this came from the heart and that we could type it all out, i'm still not sure if my wording is perfect or if this is somehow weird or makes you uncomfortable. i hope it doesn't seem weird (sobs). we have been very hesitant to show the extent of our affection/feelings for you due to past things which i won't bring up in this, you can ask me directly if you are curious about why as i do want to be completely open and transparent with you. we are very very attached to you and love you guys a lot, even alters who don't talk directly very much and we would never want to seem too clingy or overly... i don't know the word.. bpd? i suppose? as we, as a system overall, do have a fp attachment to you. i'm unsure if you directly knew that or if it was.. obvious? i mean i'm sure you've seen our posts about when you disappear lol. we are trying to keep everything nice and healthy though! we love you very much and would never want to make you feel negatively.
now to be cringe (but free) /lhj
funny enough, when we ship a lot of different things we love to see the ship as both of our systems. for example; when lumine was really attached to wenclair, he assigned enid as himself and wednesday as kody. we all honestly do that as a whole. cringe, i know. you are both the sun and then moon to our moon and sun, respectively/depending on alters. but as a whole, you are the stars to our eclipse. which is actually another reason we chose eclipse as a catchall. while we did state that we did it because we have alters we assign as the sun and moon, that was a partial lie. apologies for that. we thought it'd also be cute to have a space related name that matches yours in a way. i know, again, cringe. but cute.
to wrap this up i want to say that i love you deeply and i will always, always love you no matter what the future may hold for us. whether there could be challenges or road bumps in our path, we always want to work through them with you. i want to spend my entire life with you. i know this may seem like a lot so suddenly but it is how we have felt for quite a while. my heart is forever yours and the love i have for you is limitless, it's much more than any word could ever describe.
you are the star that shines the brightest in the sky and lights up my whole entire world.
lovingly from, your partner system;
~eclipse ☼☽