since 17/11/24 ♡ updated 27/11/25 ♡ 376 days ྀི
➳ ⠀ 27/11/25 : luci you˙re the most
beautiful and handsome wonderful person i˙ve ever met, and i˙m not even talking about looks, i mean your personality (granted the beauty department make you so adorable RAHH >///<) ... you˙re so adorable and i love you SOOOO much!!! words will never begin to reach the absolute adoration and comfort i experience when it comes to you. in the whole english lexicon there isn˙t a word that even describes 25% of the love i feel for you, it˙s pathetic and i am immensly dissapointed in the width of this language. i have never been good at words, not once in my life have i known what to say but if there˙s one thing i can confidently say without sticking my nose into a new websters dictionary and thesaurus is that you--at the words most basic form--make me feel love. but doing a deep dive into something that contains so many words and definitions to say as much as ever possible you make me feel ardor(enthusiam/passion). you make me utterly twitterpated(a state of being confused/overwhelmed by romantic feelings), i˙m stuck in limerence(a state of intense/involuntary/infatuation with another person, characterized by intrusive thoughts and an overwhelming desire for reciprocation) and i think i'm okay with that struggle. i welcome the feeling because it˙s you. not- not in an unhealthy way of course, whoops. i mean this as romantic endearment, if i were truly struggling that horrificly i˙d probably distance myself for mental health. you do not make me unhealthily obsessed, just sweetly infatuated. i hope you get what i mean by that, hehe. my feelings for you in their simplest form is reassurance. you make me feel reassured i˙m worthy of love. thank you. i
want to say more but i dont want to talk your ear off, not that i think you˙d mind... you care about your friends, and while that˙s the bare minimum in this society you sound like a goddess, which is sad in a way. as cliche as it is, you˙re the best person i˙ve ever met. when we inevidently stop being friends don˙t stop spreading love, sweet idol. i love you!