
angeles' diary

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diary entry #1 ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯ 01/23
hi guys its me xian aint i cool lowkey dont know what to type in here im so bored i wanna eat chocolate and brownies with strawberry
diary entry #2 ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯ 01/28
i REALLY hate venting to people. Idk i just feel like im being so dramatic when i talk about me feelings?? like people will think im selfish if i just keep talking about my problems and eventually they'll leave me. maybe im avoiding help because of that... that might be very unhealthy. im gonna keep doing it 😝
like ik the thing that "oh if youre feeling bad you should talk to somebody" but BE SO DEADASS WITH ME RIGHT NOW does anyone actually give a shit if a random hoe on discord(aka me) dies???? i dont think so dude
if i die the world is gonna keep spinning?? it doesnt really matter dude. no one really cares if im alive its not like theyre gonna care if im dead
BTW if i actually kms and one lf y'all mfs go like "omg i didnt knew he was actually gonna do that!" FFFUUUUCCK YOOOOOUUUU FUCK YOU FICK YOU FUCK YOU I HATE YOUUU FUCK YOU MEAN YOU DIDN'T KNEW????
anyway i dont feel like going to sleep i might just stay up highkey
diary entry #3 ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯ 02/01
me when: not what you really wanted, nor the mess in your purse. nor the bed that is haunted with a blanket of thrist
ITS NOT THE HUNGER REVEALING. NOR THE RICOCHET IN THE CAVE. NOR THE HAND THAT IS HEALING. NOR THE NAMELESS GRAVE.
ITS NOT THE ROOM, NOT BEGINNING.
NOT THE CROWD, NOT WINNING.
NOT THE PLANET, NOT SPINNING.
NOT THE RUSE, NOT HEAT.
NOT THE FIRE LAPPING UP THE CREEK.
NOT FOOD, NOT TO EAT.
NOT TO DIE.
NOT DYING.
NOT TO LAUGH.
NOT LYING.
NOT THE VACANT WILDERNESS VYING
NOT THE ROOM, NOT BEGINNING.
NOT THE CROWD, NOT WINNING.
NOT THE PLANET, NOT SPINNING.
diary entry #2 ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯ 02/14
sometimes i wanna go to the united states but also sometimes i think that like
there is NOTHING to do there
like, does usa have a culture? like genuinely a culture
or is it just like super bowl, xenophobia, racism, cheeseburger and politics
i also wanna talk about bad bunny at super bowl IT WAS SO GOOD
it that so fucking awesome, even tho i am not from puerto rico i felt representated in a way, since im latino myself
he was the only person to do a complete spanish show in super bowl and its so rare to see other countries being representated in usa
its also funny how tr#mp hated the show and said something like "make america big again!"
something that this orange guy will never understand is that america is NOT A COUNTRY its a WHOLE CONTINENT
like did you know that mexico, canada, venezuela, argentina, equador, brazil, cuba, paraguay, bolivia and MORE make part of america?
your country is called UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. which means you're PART of america
WE'RE america, not YOU, WE.
also, what the fuck do you mean "offensive"??
HE DIDN'T OFFEND YOUR COUNTRY, HE'S TALKING ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING IN YOUR COUNTRY.
you know what's offensive? ICE agents injuring and killing immigrants simply for being alive.
immigrants are humans. we're not dangerous. we're not attacking you. we're not killing anybody. we're not savages. we're not wild. we're not animals. we're not lions. our teeth are not sharp. our eyes aren't red. WE'RE TRYING TO SURVIVE. BUT YOU'RE TOO FUCKING EGOIST AND IGNORANT TO REALISE IT BECAUSE YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SUCK YOUR BALLS.