hi it suna rah
ok
this was drafted very quickly, so i have to apologize for any mistakes or anything that sounds.. like it needs further clarity. i hope i can write this without ever having to edit it in the future
its come to my attention that you are. I dont know. Interested in us as a group again. or something. im not asking. but what i do want to say is
kind of, like, until i die, leave me out of it
im serious when i say i dont want anything to do with this, you, or old airpod anymore.
i am. very much trying to change as a person because i am well aware that the person i was, in my own opinion of. well. myself during airpod/offenderstars insanity was insufferable.
am i saying you guys did that? no, so please dont interpret this as such.
all i want to do is, literally, move on, and live my life fr!
i havent tried to reach out to sera or kara after the little tiff occurred (outside of one interaction) because i was very serious when i said i didnt want to speak with her (sera) anymore. and i havent tried to. because that would be contradictory.
to carme, if i was excessively mean to you throughout this, im sorry. but im also serious, i dont want to talk to you anymore. you make me uncomfortable these days, and im not interested in thinking about that any more than i need to.
i dont care what you guys do in your free time. ive never cared, unless it directly made me uncomfortable
(which, is impossible if you dont tell me about it)
this is my official resignation. I am going to pursue actual joy in my life (my art, takiyaki, my boyfriend, my schooling), because this just turns the gears in my head for no reason. id like to be free.
if this is problematic somehow i dont know. guess im not liberal enough.

faq
!: but everything on the internet stays forever!!
yes im not totally stupid. im aware that that will always be out there somewhere. i dont care, that can be applied to anything that has ever been said ever. i just take is as simply a form of tracking my progress. kind of like watching a redemption arc

!: well, your still friends with ivlis.
ivlis is someone i talk to, not a close friend.
i dont think thats a hard topic to grasp

?: are you gonna keep gossiping about all of this?
yes and no? i guess.
its more of an anecdote then a real situation by now. its something i use for fun trivia about myself. "hey you want to hear something crazy"
i dont have any plans to continue this, because thats debilitating, so id rather make jokes about whats happened and move on.

?: what about everyone else?
what about them dont ask me
i dont care how they reply, because thats got like. nothing to actually do with me. I am just trying to worm myself out of it and continue on as life before 3 days ago

dont dm me after this i might actually ignore it. or send something unrelated. very sorry
specifically for sera

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Pub: 05 Dec 2023 02:12 UTC
Edit: 05 Dec 2023 02:22 UTC
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