if only you knew,
what i felt like.
umm i cant make one of those letter things
so im just gonna talk about my boyfriend for a massive rentry
2/5/23
did you know i love my boyfriend like i dont just LIKE my boyfriend i LOVE
xim genuinely so mufch its crazy. maybe im actually the crazy insane bf! /j
everytime we call and i get to hear his voice i feel so warm and FUZZY!!!!!!!
xe sounds so wonderful i could listen to xim talk for hours im so ghhhgffgg
not to mentionthat 9 month wait was WORTH IT!!!!!!!! idc how dramatic
i was i would wait forever if i had to i love my byofrioend I LOVE MY VOYFRIEDN
the cute little messages the LITTLE SWEET KINDA NAMES EVERY 1NCE IN A WHILE
THE NICKNAME BEEBEE AGHGNHH it all makes me want to EXPLODE
not only is xe my boyfriend but also my BEST FRIEDN!!! WHICH IS AMAZING! I AM
GENUINELY SO HAPPY I COULD DO ANYTHING !!! I FEEL SO ALIVE WHEN
IMT ALKING TO XIM... WHENEVER XIEXIE IS AROUND IM AT MY BEST JUST
AGGHH!!!! abnd dont get me started on hanging out playing games with
xim... dear god im only good at idv bccz i wanna impress xim (even tho i
dont have to) I JUST GUUHHH GETTING TO PLAY EVERYTHING WITHY MY BF...
SHARING ALMOST EVERY INTEREST WITH MY BF!!! ALL THE CRAZY INSIDE
JOKESS!!! C4 HUGS!!!!!!! I COULD GO ON FOREVER I LOVE!! MY BF!!!
2/7/23
uhh hi waves again im BAAACK to talk abt my bf AGAIN!! (no one is shocked)
but can we just talk abt how much i love my bf and how my bf is the best
and literally amazing and i want fo kiss xim so bad (i can barely wait to
get a new job to achieve this!) uighghg i love mny bf !!!!!!! i am crazed idc! xe is
the best ever! just amazing! dont have to look at my bf to know that xe is the msot
gorgeous amazing epic kickass awesome sweet divine bf EVER!!!!!!!! brother
could literally tell me to kms (slash srs) and i would be like ok!! anything
for u love!!!!!!!!!!! so in love with xim im so in love im going to explode!!!!!!
i wish i knew how to word i jusyt AUUUGHHHH HGHFGFGFFGNNNGNF D
ya!!!!!!!
4/13/23
its been a while but HEYYYYYYYY I LOVE MY BOYGFRINREDDDDDDD !
we're still going strong and i just AUGHHHHHHHH HES SO AMAZING IM SO CRAYZ
we kissed so much today . we were Silly. today was the best. Day. EVER.
i miss xim already im, so happy im fonna have so many happy dreams
i love my bf im so :333333333 i love Him