this is the way the enemy looks at the war, motherfucker
3. März 2021ㅤich liebe dich
OK hi I've been Landa's boyfriend since 2022, where I still hold a record of many rewatches to this very day. Do NOT play with me guys. I am THE inglourious fan EVER. I will defend that movie and my man to the end. He would never do anything.ㅤ (jokes)
This will be a general lovemail/rant section of my selfship!!!ㅤ⸜(*ˊᗜˋ*)⸝
These aren't proof-read and probably won't be unless I decide so
10. December 2025 — personal 'headcanons' have been moved to a private doc instead.
Landa is definitely a person I hold dear to my heart, whether it be his personality or his general... 'aura', I suppose—I have always felt closely connected to him in multiple ways. Romance, comfort, intrusive thoughts, everything. I have put that man through Hell and back, but I still love and cherish him like no other. 'Protective' is an unfitting word, I tend to find myself rather... possessive over him—my connection to him is volatile in its own ways. Perhaps violence is simply my own way of affection. A sense of protection over another. A feeling that validates me, like a dog over its territory.
Canines have always been a massive section of my identity, my life, my development—I hold their behaviours. And that includes my ways of affection and care. My love is my protection. My love is my possession. And I fear that most will never truly understand that. 'Psychotic' is a term that I find is thrown around much too often, especially as a person that is genuinely suffering with psychosis. My relationship is separate from my delusions, I would never encourage them nor have my friends do so either. My feelings and behaviours just tend to be... overbearing, at best.
But, despite it all, I love Landa. Whole and true. It's not a matter of 'I just selfship with him'—no—I am deeply connected to that man in ways that people will never understand, regardless of how platitudinous it sounds. I fear my neurodiversity is simply both too broad and too vague to describe my affection.
Ich liebe dich, meine Puppe.
Von ganzem Herzen und aufrichtig. ♡