


(i know anyone is barely reading this massive yap but who #GAF i made this for myself because goddamn bruh i love yapping)
bello! :D first of all, i'd like to credit to the owner of /payment, doctor yuri (:p), for the rentry inspo! this is such a cool rentry and i'm immediately in love with the idea. thank you kindly, for real.
anyway — hi! welcome! i will be going over some 'basics' of myself, and then facts about yours truly! (i'd have put the word fun in front of it, but i doubt it's any fun in the first place lel) huge yapping ahead btw #warning, only god knows what's (or who's) able to shut me up. (spoiler: nothing and no one will be able to stop me)
to start, i'm a namefluid guy, so please refer to me by whatever i included in my display name or rentry, etcera. currently, i go by Nèro or Caesar, whichever works, really! those two are my current preferences as of now. however, my current friends are allowed to call me by whatever names they remember me by / would like to call me by (AKA not-so past names), as i still somewhat hoard them. i don't mind! whichever fits for everyone :3 for funsies though, i sometimes put my display name as 'detective yaoi' because, well — that's all i've been hyperfixating lately. feel free to call me that as well! (please. i'll befriend you if you did)
i'm also pronounfluid, though only with neos. primarily, he/him works best with me, with some neos preferences; i'm fond of prince/prince's neos as of now! i think it's neat :P i'm iffy with they/them however, but alas people keep referring to me with those. whatever! i absolutely despise she/her pronouns so NEVER use them on me, thanks. everything else is okay! or you can ask me ^_^
gender... hmm... ways best to describe me (as of now) are: trans guy, nonhuman prince, old man detective, and boycreature. just know that i'm a guy. a dude. a boy. a man. with silliness that one will consider me weird or even nonhuman. because i am. uh i'm very fond of seals and they used to be a huge part of me, so yeah!
i'm gay and aroace (aegosexual & demiromantic? god knows), but also somewhat questioning since. well. i have bad experiences in romance in general #hopelessromantic but i'm single as of now! guydudes hmu please winkwink my dms are open ;D (pleas i'm yearning)
i'm ageless, but bodily 19 #OLDMAN. my birthday is at june 9, 2006 (06/09/06...). and i got into college recently! due to that, my replies are somewhat late or even delayed, so i apologize. feel free to ping/dm me still! i'll respond whenever i can :] you can also bump our dm/reping me if i hadn't responded still, high chances that my discord is bugging or i accidentally left you on read — it's never really on purpose nor personal, unless you ghost me first or annoyed me in the first place ^^;
ask to friendreq unless you need to dm me and/or no mutual servers! (e.g. adding me from netlify) because you can't dm me, otherwise. either way, i usually unadds people (freely) after they dm'd me, 'cause i despise seeing people rotting in my friend list especially we never talk to each other lel unless i cherish you lots #ILOVEMYFRIENDS you guys are the best. also i struggled with maintaining friendships / relationships in general, but if we interact a lot (dms/servers), it means we're friends now. no doubt (take this in a silly way). i also block freely! especially if you piss me off. don't ask why you're blocked, though. i don't owe anyone an apology / an explanation. this, too, is vice versa! feel free to block/ignore me if i made you uncomfortable in any way, i don't mind. or you can talk it out with me, that's also okay!
i'm usually alright with slurs that you can reclaim, the same goes for me, too! i use slurs that i can reclaim with close friends / people that don't mind them. i also make kms / exploding / nsfw (& suggestive / sexual) jokes! don't be afraid to tell me if you're uncomfortable with them, i wouldn't mind toning them down :D tonetags are okay with me, but not at all needed, though i do appreciate them! whichever works fine for you, honestly. i uses them myself because i can't tell my own tone sometimes (albeit my words sometimes are /silly or /j and otherwise impossible to interpret as serious) (i'm god's most unserious guy btw), you can also tell me not to use them on you if you don't appreciate it!
i'm a #proud yumefudanshi! (both yumedanshi & fudanshi) i love men and my sillies sososo much <3 they're the best thing that ever happened to me i hope they all explode (out of affection). ahem anyways, my top #3 yumes as of now are amuro tooru, gepard landau and bunny iglesias! they mean the world to me ♡ i'm nonsharing (gachikoi) with the three of them but if anyone happens to have my sillies as their faves (not yumes, or liking them romantically) then that's fine! otherwise, doubles please block me. no need to tell me #IDGAF #nonchalantdreadhead
i currently have some on-going series for two of my yumeships (which i just mentioned)! i really only self-ship gepard with one of my sources (luka strongarm) and i love them to death. #lukapardsweep i fear. sorry sampard i love you too but LUKAPARD AUGHHHH LUMINARY WARDANCE KILLED ME [EXPLODES]. ahem. anyway! i love yumeships so fucking much i'm literally the CEO of yumeship. yeha. but not in a "your yumeship is MINE", nope! it meant i absolutely support your yumeships (doubles are unfortunately exceptions, sorry lulz my ass is possessive and jealous as fuck
) as long as you respect mine :3 (though mine is nothing crazy, i fear, i've seen people yume some... well, 'problematic' people). i also love hearing people gush about their yumeships! dump it all on me gang i can handle it i promise (even if i might not. erm. well! at least i get to hear 'bout your lovely yumes :p)
speaking of yumes... my #1 boyfriend husband spouse is amuro tooru / rei furuya / zero / bourbon (yes those are all his names) from detective conan / case closed / zero's tea time! i loooove him eternally ♡ we've been together for nearly 2 years! (10/08/2023 <3) a headmate of mine (his source is based off of my yumesona) is dating our amuro introject, you can say hi to him one day :D fun fact; i used to be in denial for liking amuro at first and even censored his name LMFAOOO look at where we are now. wow. crazy. what can love POSSIBLY have done to a gay ass man (the worst. the absolute fucking worst i'm in PAIN and SUFFERING SOMEONE SET ME FREE) (for legal reasons i'm talking about writing my yumeship. and i CANNOT ESCAPE MY OWN YUMESHIP!!!!!! PLEASE) despite being incredibly delusional, however, i know he's not real and it really pains me. but alas, my types are those i cannot reach. sighs heavily. let's just move on shall we?
my illnesses heavily affect me as a being or as a whole system — so uh, we'd advise you to always iwc, and just be patient tbh. i'm sick in the head and i'm well aware of it, but either way i won't be listing every single illnesses i have because 1. i'm too tired and lazy 2. why would anyone #GAF if i'm being honest myself 3. online privacy. just know that i'm not a neurotypical ^_^ i'm weird as fuck and i don't know how to feel about it. yay.
i haven't took typology tests in a while, but i keep getting either INFP or INTP so. yeah. usually i just describe myself as an INXP because my brain vs heart are either 1. always at war 2. took 'turns' to control my body so... take that info as you please. also, i'm 4w5. that should say something.
moving on! my timezone is GMT+7 / UTC+7 / WIB, so my online times will be kind of. well, weird. and i'm an early bird (unfortunately) so i'll be online quite early, same goes for going offline early #ilovesleeping speaking of sleeping, my neck hurts everytime i woke up and i have no clue why. oh well. due to my college classes now, my online activities will vary often (usually to morning til afternoon), but generally, i'm usually online from 07:30 am to 19:30 (07:30 pm).
as i said earlier in this rentry, i got into college recently! (wow a 19-year-old going to college just recently??? call me unc but that's true) (i say this while having a 26-year-old as my classmate that mf is a grandpa KIDDING) i took japanese literature & music club as my extracurricular and is currently at week 2 :p i think it's going well so far... not too sure myself. we'll see (edit: it did not. except it's only like, one subject so idrk either)
i'm pretty blunt, and i don't really think twice of what i said / typed (that, or i overthink often before deciding what to say / type); however, i don't usually mean it in a rude way. i'm not! i promise i'm nice. unless you're rude to me first, then idk buddy. this also applies when i talk dry! it's not really personal (unless you do it first), maybe i'm just tired or in bad mood (i'm moody af, i hope you guys can understand).
as you can probably tell — i treat people based off of how they treat me! you're nice to me, i'll be nice to you. you're rude to me, i'll haunt you in your sleep. kidding! or am i. other than that, i also do mirror-typing; if you're typing all caps, then i'll do the same and return the same energy (usually, unless i'm tired like i said before). you're dry-typing, so am i bro. we in this shit together. #BroToBro
i don't usually text first, tbh. and i got some 'issues' because of that in the past. sorry gang i keep thinking dm-ing people first will just bother them LOL but feel free to dm me anytime! idm :p in fact, i'd appreciate it if you started the convo! i'll be happy if you do :D
oh yeah, i openly hate / shit-talk about medias / characters i hate / dislike publicly, so if you're uncomfortable with that / your fav media or character is on my 'hatelist', simply refrain from interacting with me or just go ahead and block/ignore me, i don't mind! i'm not the best at expressing my emotions out loud so i just, i dunno, do what i feel like it. this also goes to my special interests and fave characters btw (including yumes!), i will not shut up about them. try me.


