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me & various others will be using this url as a place to complain & rant about mouthwashing related things!!!

currently, the participants are:
callie and faye.



faye | dec. 8 faye's first time using rentry. everyone cheered. :tada:

swansea is goated haters stay mad


sorry for editing that without u here. i giggled. LOL

cal | dec. 8

here is an old rant that absolutely needs to be put here

  • nov. 22 afternoon
    • Umm ok. Ok. I need to
      Guys
      one more variation on the topic of jimmy or anyone else 'taking responsibility' and i fuckimg end it all
      how is it not clear to everyone who played or saw this game that the entire fuckimg. dude
      ugh its
      like
      the idea that jimmy was trying to take responsibility and FAILED is
      so fucking wack
      like what are you ON ABOTU!!!!
      he did not fail at shit
      he never wanted to????? he neevr tried to?????
      he is aware that to the general public, taking responsibility is just what makes you a good person
      and that nothing else particularly mamtters
      so he didnt do anything
      so every single tim
      i see this shit
      like
      that one fuck ass
      "if jimmy took responsibility" anya keeping the baby with HIM AS THE FATHER art
      ARE YOU!!!!! DENSE
      aside how crazy it is to even conjure something like that UP
      we SAW that he does not understand the concept!!!!! he does not get it at all!!!!!!!!!!
      his taking responsibility by the way—looking at his actions—were very very very literally DIRECTLY making things worse for everyone
      he did not fail at shit
      oh my god
      brooo like what are you!! YAPPING about
      i dont care if u haveeeee. some 'happy' au where jimmy gets help. what ever bro
      but when you word it like he's "actually" "taking responsibility"
      you are wrong
      the only world where someone who doesn't understsand something like that gets help is because they a) LEARN afterwards how to deal with being responsible and b) are forced into it by people who DO understamd.
      and some people go around AGREEING!!!
      talking about some "if only he was responsible..." dawg dawg dawg dawg dawg
      you are
      that was not a possibility
      but also it was not
      the point??
      not ONLY did he think it was possible for him to do, but he thought it would be the solution; that it, the concept, is the focus
      and the reason for that, the reason that 'responsibility' would be the focus of the situation he was in
      is because he doesn't
      gaf
      about anyone in it
      the idea of being responsible, not just for him, but when it's the focus of a bad situation, revolves around the person themselves
      especially when the phrase becomes apparent
      a lot of the time, like, being responsible is about helping others and whatnot
      going around saying you're doing it
      issss. not helpful
      maybe the Fact this guy had to Remind Himself that's what he was "doing" the entire time Leads into the fact He was Making Everything Miserable for Everyone Else the Entire Fucking Time
      like are you
      how are you falling for that
      for the idea that if he did anything relating to accepting what he did things would be better at all
      not good but any kind of better
      like what the fuck
      have you never been in a bad situation before
      because the person who did something wrong acknowledging it
      does not
      fix anything
      because that's not what responsibility even is
      and jimmy couldnt even do THAT
      i'm going to
      die
      cuz you guys are chronicallu online
      some of u
      if you are in a toxic relationship
      and they acknowledge
      their faults
      that is a good thing BECAUSE they are ALSO IN A BAD SPOT.
      they also deserve to get better.
      so that acknowledgement is good for both parties
      at least you know they're getting better
      and that means
      for you
      things might get better
      when you have a character whom EVERYTHING rests on, such as jimmy, it doesn't work like that: it leads to nothing
      if a character who has done such wrong acknowledges it
      you may realize
      if you know the character
      if you recall anything about jimmy
      you may realize that he would not
      care
      because
      he knows what he did
      and nothing! got any better for it
      so that entire step that is SOMETIMES good for abusers or harmful people to do
      doesnt help SHIT!!!!
      and then taking responsibility
      its a subjective
      sort of thing
      typically
      but for him, this character, like? it isn't too hard to umm., how do i word htis
      like
      narrow down the list of things tod o
      a) in no world could he be a father
      b) in no world could he avoid punishment
      c) in no world. nooo world. should he be forgiven
      those stay true while taking responsibility
      for example um
      if ur dating someone and they like
      hit you maybe
      their form of taking responsibility—which is good but not the BEST—would likely include not being forgiven
      not for a long long time
      because that is undeserving of them
      the best option for people who do these things are?? healing on their OWN, i feel
      or with certain support
      but certainly not support of their abused whoever
      how could you misunderstand characters bad enough to draw anya and jimmy with a child ouuhhh my god thats
      so bad
      i hope they don't care about the game tha tmuch
      because if they did
      and they do understand anything about these characters and
      still genuinely believe like
      shit like that is
      good
      you
      that
      that says something about you
      i think
      i don't
      i associate these people with
      the sort of person who thinks that saying sorry is enough
      which by the way is synonymous with acknowledging your faults but WORSE
      because you don't need to acknowledge anything to apologize
      and then even if you do, it doesn't fix anything
      ah ah aha h aha ah and fixing
      doesn't it make sense that a guy who wants a better position of control would think 'fixing' is taking the heavier load from people
      to misunderstand it like that
      doesn't that ? make sense ?? how do you not see that
      i'm about to reference myself
      hang onnn.
      ANYA:
      "i know you'll figure it out, jimmy."
      "you're so capable!"
      anya says this because she knows he considers that an important factor to being strong
      by the way
      because thats just how he is
      control is. important. being capable is what he tries todo
      not take responsibility
      but because he views the two as equally important they're
      synonymous
      IM GOIMNG TO TWEAK

JIMMY:

"has Swansea been like this towards you for your whole internship?"

JIMMY:

"don't let him push you around too much."

  • THE REASON!!!!!
    HE CAN SAY THINGS LIKE THAT
    IS BECAUSE!!! HE THINKS !!!!!!!!!! HE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT HSOULD BE ALLOWED TO PUSH PEOPLE AROUMD.
    EX. PUSHING DAISUKE AROUND!!!! LIKE!!!!!!!!! 2 MONTHS LATER BRO
    so basically swansea would be doing his job for him
    which would mean he can't take responsibility
    which is how he is fixing everything
    something he considered to be fixing things, he considered to be taking responsibility, because he—the person in control—needs to take responsibility as part of his role

ANYA:

"um, i was thinking... we never went back into the cockpit after we dragged him out"

JIMMY:

"it's almost entirely foamed up"

"kind of a miracle Curly didn't end up fossilized."
"but it could still be unstable."

ANYA:

"i just think, well, it's the only place the code scanner could still be."

JIMMY:

"otherwise we're shit out of luck."
"i'll take a look."

  • the reason he does things like this
    where he takes credit for someone elses ideas
    and does things
    and then later as u may recall. complains... about doing everything.
    is because that is responsibility to him
    being capable
    andd
    doing things. for people.
    this is how a lot of REAL PEOPL
    view responsibility
    if you think of a standard husband who may do something like passive aggresively do the dishes
    and then
    if its pointe dout
    "but i'm doing them?"
    right
    because a lot of real people
    do think that
    like
    actions
    like that
    where you are LITERALLY doing things
    makes up for SHIT
    i.e. anya asks jimmy to feed curly; he bitches about doing everything aroun dhere; does it anyway
    because when people view
    hhahshdahshhh im going to tweak
    when someone who views responsibility like this is given the opportunity to DO something for someone—again, what they view MAKES them a better person—they do. they always do.
    because to them
    that is how you fix things
    when in reality
    you need to acknowledge the ACTUAL thing you did wrong
    like not listening
    or not caring
    like, im going to
    tweak
    ok
    hangon
    ok.
    in scene two
    2 months after the crash
    around 6 minute sinto the game
    anya asks jimmy to feed curly for the firs ttime
    she goes on all like "it hurts me to listen to"
    there are alot of things a normal person
    could say to that
    revolving curly
    or her
    or how bad it is for all of them
    but he doesn't
    because he does not gaf about anyone else
    he just
    passive aggresively says he'll feed him
    WHILE INSULTING HER RANK
    which he DOESNT VEEN HAVE BECAUSE HES A FUCKING CO PILOT
    because to HIM
    to someone LIKE him
    the act of doing the thing in question—in this one, feeding curly—makes him a good person.
    if you take out all other speech, if you take out the emotion there: jimmy went out of his way to feed curly for anya
    thereofre
    thereeeeefore
    he is fixing things
    he is taking responsibility
    and he is being a good person
    + captain
    im going to tweak.
    people who think the way he does. about responsibility. about helping others. do not understand anything at all
    and they genuinely cannot
    form good relationships
    right and to be clear
    taking responsibility is subjective and uhh
    whats the word like
    nuanced
    um
    orrr
    dude whats the word. its
    specific to every
    cCASE BY CASE
    the idea of taking responsibility is case-by-case. it depends
    but typically it involves acknowledgement of the other parties
    and it can def involve
    doing
    nothing
    ceasing what you were doing
    for those who do something rather than nothing wrong
    like what i mean is
    not caring can be doing nothing, in which to aid things, you must do something
    not listening can be doing something—talking over, maybe—, in which to aid things, you must CEASE doing something
    and in jimmys case
    holy fuck did that guy nead to !! CEASEEE CEASE CEAS


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Pub: 01 Feb 2022 07:39 UTC
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