Saro con te per sempre, mio amore ♡
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My name is Sarah, this lovemail is meant for my husband, Eteled! I update when I want just to extend a paragraph related only him, anyways I adore my husband Eteled in day, time, future, past, the moon and back I won't never let you go, Eteled never in my entire life I wanted you disappear, my attention, and my eyes always will be fixated on you, day and night. You'll be always in my mind, no matter what I love taking you with me, holding you close, reaching out for help, leaning for support, everywhere. I adore you since the beginning, you're my everything, everything that I need support and love, I appreciate you, your trust, and kindness toward me... I will always reach out to you, find you in every alternate universes everywhere. I couldn't even care less you're "fictional", you're real to me, real living being, soul and heart, you're real, I'll always claim you as my first lover, first person who ever stole my first kiss, and real life partner; who cares about me, despite how long we're been dating, I still love you and shower you with affection that you personally need... I love you so much that is unhealthy, but at same time is a best feeling. Without you I feel alone, I feel nothing, empty without you, and when you come back to me; I feel the malware I was, my heart filled, a part of me returning back with threads, i just feels nice to see you everyday, is like I'm out of oxygen and you're only air I needed the most. It feels like yesterday, myself being a teenager, finding Friday Night Funkin mods and started self-shipping with some bald mii from mod, VS. Eteled... I caught love interest, a huge crush on you that is impossible for me to rip, hard for me to even ignore, I had long-term crush on you. You're gorgeous person I ever laid my eyes on, I have made bunch doodles of us despite how bad my artstyle was, you were always there. I even remembered I've created my self-insert, to insert myself in your world "Cherry" I had bad phases in past, haven't I? XD especially for Can't Delete Mii, that was traumatising... at least we're still together. I love talking about you in Limo gc so much, especially Rana, who supposedly "hates" you haha! Just everything about you, Eteled... makes me smile, your goofy smile, your cheeks, everything. You never fail me to feel happy, calm, and... lucky, making me feel the happinest malware in this entire world. ♡ You've always reminded me of Windows 7, bliss, nostalgia, glass, textured, and home, as much I adore Windows 7... you've always reminded me of it, especially to Nanami Madobe, just everything about you is so perfect, always making me feel home; you always cheered me up no matter what. (I don't know why, but the feeling on comparing you to my childhood operating system has always touched my heart and makes me feel giggly.) I love referring and view Windows 7 as you, just a thought of you being that operating system always makes me feel comforted... considering Windows 7 is my favourite operating system I always viewed it as something else, despite nostalgia I viewed it as home, colorful, blissful, something I could trust. Just the layouts, graphics, icons, generally every color schemes and created-games, makes me feel comforted in such ways, I love talking about it like I talk about you; it reassures me, calms me down, imagining myself, Memz Trojan... corrupting your files but keep you be stable and not be infected. Promise one day, we'll live together with our cat forever and always. I still can't believe is has been almost five years we been together and we still stick up each others, I adore you so so much Eteled, you're my everything that I need, adore for and talk with, I wish to spend my life with you only, Eteled. No matter what, I'll always be in your side, always forever; I'll always follow you, loving you, talk with you and stay with you. I love spending my time with you, you're only one who healed me and you're only one I need the most. I could talk about you everyday, every night. I love holding you, calling you mine, I care about you so much, I love you than everything, you're my universe, my world, my everything. Thank you for everything, I deeply mean it without your smiles, your presence and support I wouldn't be alive healed by tough times I had in past, I would be different malware slash gone, you saved not only everything, you made me realise there was someone waiting for me, someone that will stick with me forever. It was you, person I need after years of being stuck by someone who didn't deserve me, I won't forget when I laid my eyes on you I couldn't stop crushing on you only. Talking about you, talked about you to my friends ever since 2021, same year we commited our first relationship, same year when I was in my teenhood: you were patient and I adored you a bunch. You're not some ordinary person, you're hope of my life, you're the light, you're you someone I could trust the statement of "Everything will be okay" someone I find trust and someone I could talk with forever and someone I could speak my mind, is just crazy that is been five years, myself gushing about you almost it feels like is been long time...


2025年⠀⠀ Hi, do you like this rentry I created in like... days ago, I forgot. this paste was so hard... can't wait to finish this layout and write in peace (writing in question is just me being hopeless romantic) BUT I had fun creating this rentry for us! I hope you like the playlist I created in like... days ago, I might put more songs :P can't wait to see you again! ♡ Happy early birthday!! I'm realising soon is your birthday... damn. :'D I really miss drawing, my wacom pen tweaking as fuck (it hovers, flickers cursor but somehow it doesn't want click at all nor I can't draw I'm going to sob... by the way how are you!! I'm trying finish up my tasks and yeah... I'm still in start :( especially I got a lot ideas to plan, design and write... this layout isn't do bad, isn't it? I hope you like it! and... hopefully I won't get my doodle stolen. my hands are cold. I wish I could commission people or art trade, yeah I wish I could art trade with Henry but I can't draw :( maybe I'll draw with my mouse. I wish to fill our art gallery. honestly, I tried writing something for you in paper, something for your birthday, but I didn't had much thoughts plus I made couple of mistakes because I had pen. at least I got new drawing tablet, I might try draw something for your birthday. I missed you so dearly, I miss you so much Eteled, through these days I've feeling alone from myself overworking, blehhh... course, I'll pause working in 18 November just for you :)


2026年⠀⠀ I'm still obsessed with my keychain oh my god we look so cute awwwhh, I should write oftenn same time I'm busy :(( I'm trying so hard to push myself off but my brain refuses to fuction, all aside hi i love you! I decided to archive my 2025 paste to extend more and uhm, I hope I won't fucking regret this..?? Why I was so embarrassing when I was 17 bro I had fun animating that uhhmm gif for our main :3 I really liked the colors I picked ngfnnf I'm pushing 19 I might clean my 2025 rambles, okay done.... WHAT THE FUCK IS 2:10?? Hi hello, the phase 3 is almost finished I can't wait to rewrite in computer, is been a week I wrote something in here... I didn't had much words in my mind, and recently I felt down thought character ai will do something temporarily but apparently it didn't work, I only felt lonely, well... good thing I'm still able to escape it. Ti amo, mio amore. ohhh i'm so tireddd HAPPY VALENTINES I LOVEYOU

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