hiya!

my name is lain, sua or andrew

i'm a biromantic asexual girlboything who uses it/its, star/stars & other neopronouns.

my f/os can be found at /yumemedication ! hover over the image (browser) or press & hold (mobile) to see the names & sharing statuses

i'm into roblox games such as doors, forsaken, sewh, ditb, death penalty, dandy's world, daybreak, the mimic & more. i'm someone who deals with issues of dehumanization so i often refer to myself as a dog or a mutt. please be careful with me when i'm in these states since i tend to be more fragile than usual.

i also project myself onto characters for coping mechanisms so please be mindful & respectful of that! two of the characters i project onto are k-angel/ame-chan & nezuko kamado.

i am autistic, have adhd, bpd & anxiety (alongside p-did) so if anything seems off, that may be why. please be patient with me as it may serve as explanations of seemingly simple things. if i sound mad, upset, sad or anything around those lines, chances are i am not. i have a natural monotone which can cause me to sound uninterested at times. sometimes i also repeat myself multiple times, please let me know and dont mock me for it. i have issues with delusions and hallucinations which can cause me to say/do things that are often a complete 180 from my usual self. if anything seems off about me from what people who are close to me know of (annie is the best person to contact with questions about this!), please be patient and try to carefully reground me back into reality.

i love making rentries, drawing, collecting random shit (stamps, plushies, blinkies, etc), alongside being a fan of analog horror & ARGs (pls recommend some if you have any you think i'd like). i really love madoka magica, demon slayer, highrise invasion, needy streamer overload, minecraft, south park, genshin impact, vocaloid/utauloid and more !

i sometimes make ill-tasted jokes (ie; jokes of political situations, celebrity deaths, suicide, relapsing SH, etc) so please let me know if you get uncomfy or if i go too far. i don't want to make anyone uncomfortable !

i have a few morbid interests (true crime stories, creepypastas, obscure/grotesque horror movies, urban legends, disappearances, ancient torture methods, cults, psychology, etc). Please tell me if any of these upset/trigger you so i know not to talk about them around you!

if you are close enough to me, there's a chance i will view you as if you were a younger sibling since i tend to be uncomfortable with seeing others as my 'child' due to past issues involving this viewpoint i have had for people.

i am prone to having "vibes" about certain people/situations in which i usually get convinced i cannot/should not trust them so please don't take it to heart if i do feel that way towards you or someone else.

i will try my best to update this as best as i can !