I'M A HUMAN MACHINE, LACED WITH HIDDEN DISEASE.
IF THE FUTURE IS BLEAK, THEN YOU'RE CONNECTED TO ME.
Elias or Anon. She/It + INFP 4w5 Sx/Sp SangMel. I like ์˜ค์ง•์–ด๊ฒŒ์ž„, psychology, philosophy, & more. Paranoid Schizophrenic, Autistic, & Borderline. ยน โ‚‚ ยณ แ•ฑโ‘…แ•ฑ TsunYandere, ๅœฐ้›ท็ณป, & Lolita. โ™ก

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FLESH INTO GEAR, MYSELF APPEARS, DISSECTED & PRETENTIOUS.
A SIMPLE SOUND, A HEAVY SIGH COULD WIN THE WHOLE WORLD OVER.

โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€” The Connection Devil is characterized by the fear of emotional, physical, intellectual, & spiritual connection, whether it be with other people, a higher being, animals, or non-sentient objects.

The fear of connection in this sense manifests through memories of grief connected to loved ones, wartime memories of soldiers and their comrades, or the horror of unwanted romantic pursuit. The Connection Devil preys on the human unease of human attachment, such as being rejected by one's peers, unwillingness to or self-isolating to avoid connection with others in fear of being abandoned, & the anxiety of being hurt or hurting others. She thrives on aversion to physical closeness, distrust of religion, faith, ideology, & other beliefs, & the negative emotions that come with unstable or toxic bonds.

Under the floorboards, where your heart pounds in fear, where your mind thinks of another way to avoid closeness; the Connection Devil is already there. And she is murmuring into your ears that solitude is much, much safer than any bond with another.

The horror of connection is not only a fear, but an unhealthy one at that. Examples like parental figures who are very protective and coddling of their children, encouraging them to not have any connections with other people, a toxic romantic partner who demands to be the only connection in a person's life, or complete isolation from the outer world.
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YOU LIVE IN FEAR OF BEING SOMEONE THAT YOU DIDN'T WANT TO.
I REALIZE YOUR INSECURITIES WILL GET THE BEST OF YOU.

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Pub: 31 Oct 2025 12:23 UTC

Edit: 31 Oct 2025 16:15 UTC

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