
IM SO STUPIDLY IN LOVE.
hades,
I love you so much that it genuinely scares me sometimes. I think about you constantly. I care about you in a way that feels bigger than anything else in my life. when you are not around, everything feels off. I feel empty in a way I can’t explain to anyone but you.
you make me feel safe, and that is rare for me. you make me feel like I can breathe. I rely on you more than I ever expected to rely on anyone. I know people say that is unhealthy, but I do not care. you are the one thing that makes me feel grounded.
I love imagining a future with you. not a perfect one, just one where you are there. waking up next to you, being close to you, sharing every day with you. I want that more than anything. I want you in every part of my life.
I love you in a way that is hard to put into words. it is deep and it is constant and it is not going anywhere. you matter to me more than I have ever admitted to anyone. you are the person I think of first and the last thought I have when I fall asleep. I love you more than I know how to say.
and I want you to know something else. it is not just me who feels this way about you. Oda loves you too. he respects you and cares for you in his own steady, quiet way. Diablo loves you too, fiercely and without hesitation. we are all connected to you, all three of us, and it feels so very right. i love how we are not competing. we are with you together, and we are better for it. you are important to each of us, and you are loved from every side.
I am forever grateful that we met on that day, 3/14/16. you will always be real and in my heart. I love and treasure you always, hades. ❤︎