Welcome to Serena's little diary
05/03/26 I'm so fuckingHUNGRY right now i keep thinking abot clavicular for some reason. My friend is going through a rough little time with her family and Idk how to comfort her but i feel bad. I have hair rolers in right now and i am listening to my 70s and 80s playlist and i rearranged my room yesterday so I am happy and content. Ive been putting nature ambience on my tv a lot throughout the day and I really like it. I dont want to go to school tomorrow bc i hate it and i hatemy spanish teacher wait thats mean i dont mean that yes i do









Moodboard of the day of how I feel. I'm craving matcha and maybe a really good sandwich from that one deli in white plains and a pastrami sandwich on a kaiser roll with mayonnaise and spicy mustard and red onion and provolone oh shit im making that when i get home tonight fukccc im HUNGRY AS FUCK. I cannot wait for my claims to come in already bruh im so BORED of life and already. OMG my grandma is makign me french toast LIFE IS GREAT. Keaton Gray is so pretty and i want to be like her. I have hair rollers in i said that already. I bought 4 shirts and a dvd and a pair of red ballet flats at a used shop yesterday for 7 dollars. Wow. I love Deeplander Wow.
05/04/26 It's still the 3rd but tomorrow is Star Wars Day so I need to be ready. I dont have a star wars shirt anymore so I'm just gonna write "Happy Star Wars Day" on a piece of paper and tape it to my shirt. I dont like sand. Its coarse and roughh and irritating and it gets everywhere.
05/05/26 Hy Guy i am bored as fuq. i have to shit but im like nooo and its like 80 degrees outside and im liek nooo. I channeled my innner 80s today and i did a roller set and wore a cute outfit but this STUPID person said i look like a soccer mom. Boy i look like marty mcfly? Dont piss me off basic white woman. I am a niche white woman, I am coolmaxxing. I need the moodboard of the day









Theme is pinterest gifs idk. I am extemeeely bored i kept getting compliments on my hair and it was nice. This girl also did the same hairstyle as me but i lowkey hairmogged her bc mine was more voluminous and i could tell she aint comb hers out
Emburrassing!
05/06/26 boy holy shit i am taking a dump and it is huge. im so mad deep killed black noir i havent watched the episode yet but i know its gonna be stupid as fuck
05/08/26 I can't stop letting out miniscule chuckles when I hear the clip of Antony Starr's accent making a little appearance in Du Bois like omg
05/09/26 I am SO excited to see my McDonalds huzzlet today omfg he is so Fucking Cute wow i sound like stalker-nim~ ANYWAY my hair looks good, my outfit is cute, i just ate a bagel and im ready for the thrift. Oh also I woke up to Homelander ASMR playing so I know my day gonna be good asfuq










Theme is: pinterest people. Good afternoon! I saw my mcdonalds huzzlet earlier and I felt like a stalker. I spoke to him and he kept looking at me while we were eating and it was awkward as fuck
I want him so bad u dont even understand!
05/10/26 The frenchman, the female and the one called mothers milk comes out in like 4 days and I don't know how to feel. i kinda hope Deep dies in this one so the finale focuses on homelander
Me saying this so I can have more homelander media. Holy NARC! Anyway... Since we know like everyones gonna die I feel like only hughie might survive but i feeel like No one should TBH
05/11/26 I have an odd obsession with honey sticks now. I did my nails last night and its giving CLERADIN 
i hate byler i love cleradin more... theres a clear difference. I watched a loeylane 50 scariest tiktoks video before I went to bed last night and i went through stages of psychosis like genuinely 
my paranoia was going crazy i had to get up and check the doors and turn on all the lights bc my ocd was telling me i needed to or else my mom and cat would get brutally murdered. Anyways I miss my mcdonalds huzzlet so much he is so cute~ im having a yaoi attack right now Anyone else think smallville Lex is hot as fucklet? YOU SHOULD! i am Really hungry as a fucklet like whatthe platelet? I just ate 2 donuts but im still hungry
SERENA DROPPED HER DONUT... DOH 
I've been thinking and I really think if i were to date someone IRL id want it to be a secret. Especially because if we were to break uo i wouldnt want everyone to know.. I also don't think I'd be comfortable being affectionate to my partner infront of people it'd just be weird as fuck! Maybe thats just the tismspeak but idk... 
05/12/26 Today He maintained eye contact with me while I licked the yogurt off my spoon. That was just great~
05/13/26 I went to the orthodontist today and i swear that was worse than getting stabbed. They replaced BOTH of my wires, added brackets, changed my bands and toldme i was gonna have to get FUCK ASS POWER CHAINS only on the bottom??? girl i havent even had them on for a year im crying.. I got my bands colors dark green and navy #DeepTheme i was contemplating getting red and blue for homelander and I got genuinely excited as fuck but I'm like that would look gross. My gums are swollen and thats the only thing that hurts bro kill me. Apparently frenchie died and soldier boys back in the cryochamber like bro homelander just fuck me up the ass already. IDGAF about frenchie tho im waiting for deep and homelander to die. When the finale comes out i will watch it first thing thursday and im not opening any social media bc i am NOT getting spoiled. I didnt give a fuck about the spisodes rn #TBH i just looked up who died during each and watched it like a day after it came out 
I wish I could watch it immediately bc I don't want anyone perceiving Homelander!! only i can do that. He is my baby and i want to give him a little hug before he dies. I honestly dont even wanna watch the finale because ill start crying like a babywhen he dies! I just had a flash and forsome reason i thought it cme out today butno that was episode 7. My head is itchy. I need to take a shower. I found 3 dollars in my jeans today. I did my nails and the right hand index finger is ugly as fuck. They were astronomy kinda inspired idk
05/14/26 Idk.
05/16/26 i saw my baby mcdonalds huzzlet today but only for alittle bit bc he worked in the drive through. i miss himm a lot. he locked eyes with me andit was so y/n
05/20/26 hey guys. Long time no f*cking see. I haven't been able to watch the boys finale yet but i looked it up due to curiosity and my KING Kevin Kohler (neé Moskowitz) is dead. I already knew it was gonna happen bc of the trailer but im so sad!!!!! My friend looked up if homelander dies or not and she wouldnt tell me so idk. Im just so curious. I can't watch it until tomorrow night or something and im like ahhh just fucking kill me already. My predictions: homelander dead starlight dead hughie alive butcher dead kimiko dead ryan alive everyone else dead as fuck. Ahhhhhhhhh just kill me bro. I am so fucking bored and I'm like aaaaaah bro just like bro bro bro bro my stomach hurts. every time i look at homelander i let out a smile. I am sad that he is 99.9% likely to be dead. i miss him im so sad. This is making me ssad.
05/21/26 Well just smack my ass and call me a retard! I'm going to fucking kill myself. I was kind of right except for the fact that Starlight & Kimiko are still alive. Wow!
05/22/26 Homelander's death scene keeps replaying my head. I think I'm going to get a picture of him on my birthday cake
05/26/26 I think I'm giving up. I don't really know. I'm really sad lately. But not really at the same time. I'm happy 99.7% of the time but the other 1.3% I'm kind of upset. He keeps giving me mixed signals and I'm sad. I want to fuck Patrick really hard. I'm so sad. I like listening to ASMR. I won /Chou today which made me happy. I got denied for /Antony but I appealed 🐭 Give me it! I got /82 from a trade and I like it. My best friend won't be at school tomorrow which makes me a bit upset. But I can come to school late! And also I have more friends that I hang out with anyway during the day but I'm upset.
05/28/26 I really like the part in the SVU intro from Season 1 where they all walk in sync I really really like that. Angie Harmon is so pretty and so is Chris Meloni and Mariska Hargitay. Oz reunion bc of chris & dean agggghhh
06/02/26 Where tf is my Antony appea; Bro