To my dear brother who I'm blessed to have! September 13, 1920

Tenshi's lovemail!!!!
Last updated: April 11, 26

I love my orphan brother!! Tenshi hello!!!! GO MAKE ME A SANDWICH also look!!! ♡

Duos: Piano & Cello. Kanade & Ena. Nene & Ichika. Valk & Dom. Byakuya & Celestia. Anaxa & Hysilens. Yuri & Monika. Robin & Sunday. Haruka & Yuno. Vee & Astro. BPD & OCD. OSDD & DA. Ari & Nicole. KAngle & Ame. Flan &Remilia. Furina & Neuvilette. Toya & An. Lynette & Lyney. Eiffel tower & China town. Left & Right. Vanilla & Chocolate. Sylveon & Espeon. Tsuriel & Harmono. Twilight Sparkle & Starlight Glimmer. Len & Rin. Reed & Paper Heron. Marsha & Charon.

Associations: Wings. Classical music. Pianos. Clarinets. Paintings. Blood. Angels. Devils. Heaven. Music sheets. Clouds. Sky. Bandages. Scars. Cupid. Cherub. Pearls. Concert black. Swans. Doves. Moe artstyle. Locks. Keys.

Dynamics: Found family. Fallen angel & angel. Blue & Black. White & Cream. Unnerving & Comforting. Older sister & younger brother. Jirai kei & Tenshi kaiwai. Gothic lolita & Ouji lolita. Clarinet & Clarinet. Composer & Performer. Cain and Abel and Seth (those who know). Sibling Yin-Yang. Odd friendship. Duet bonding.

Your instrument from me: Piano!
WE yes WE are the sonata duo!!!! <3

Dear Tenshi:
OH GOODNESS TENSHI!!!!!!! MY DEAREST BROTHER!! You're the BEST jump scare that has ever happened to me; not one of the best, YOU'RE THE BEST JUMP SCARE THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME!! You know... I thought the Grim Reaper had catch up to me and ready for my soul, but no, you totally lived up to the title of being an angel. I never had any issues with you which is baffling to me, considering how much people, including that of my own friends, I had issues and confrontations with. I can't lie to you, I was VERY wary of you when we first met because of OSF blah blah YOU ALREADY KNOW THE STORY I'M SMBAU. But you get it, I was wary and on high alert. Eventually, it turns out I'm quite literally stupid! YOU'RE THE OPPOSITE OF A THREAT, YOU'RE SO GENTLE AND FRIENDLY???? I was literally astonished?? I thought you were bring absolutely be hell in my life, but looking at mys now... It's safe to say I was wrong, I'm beyond eased that I was wrong. Mys is prob the funniest and easy going group of people I've been in. I just know if I'm having a rotten day, talking to you or mys always help me get through it ♡
Also I love you for reaching out, you're a kinder person than me. And now I can't live without talking to mys at least once a day. I say this a lot but you really are the best surprise in my online life. I cannot stress this enough and I lack the words to appreciate you coming into my life again. I really hope you get what I mean though, I mean YOU DO COME ON, NO DNA TEST NEEDED. I'm gonna have to keep talking about how kind Tenshi is because he's really just like that. You don't get it? Of course you don't! You've never seen an angel until you meet Tenshi!
It didn't take me too long to warm up to you, because I just genuinely feel safe around you. I think those who have been around me can tell I'm pretty awkward, even you can tell <//3 Don't lie me </3 But I promise every time I'm awkward I just really wanna spend time with you without messing everything up (if you can't really tell from your side </3). I thought September 13 was gonna be nightmarish for me, but you make the atmosphere so light hearted, so much so I had a lot of fun reconciling with all of you, instead of stressing the hell out. Even if that wasn't your intention, that made things so much easier for my brain, and I never really properly thanked you for that actually! So here's a BIG THANKYU TO YOU TENSHI!!
I can't even lie... Sometimes, I hate Yuan for being passive and not talking to you first, because we would've been amazing friends for sure, considering how well we clicked! But the past is the past, I'm grateful either way that you're in my life now. I'm still a little awkward as that's just how I am, but give it a few months, and we would be talking about anything and everything!!!
For someone who's whole theme is about instruments, I absolutely love about you is that you care about instruments just like I do. I rant to almost everyone I know about instruments, but I get it's not everyone's favorite topic; it gets boring. But you get me!! You get why I love them, listened to me introducing all of my kids, aren't you so glad you're an unc now? ♡♡
I'm really lucky to have someone like you who understands my literal hyperfix, hell YOU'RE A CLARINET JUST LIKE ME!! ON LUCIFER, THIS IS FATE. You're prob way better at the instrument but I'm just glad to have a clarinet (or former clarinet), I thought clarinets were more popular <///3 Anyway though, I'm happy and beyond satisfied that you can help me with your knowledge, YES TELL ME EVERYTHING YOU KNOW!!!!! You get my instrument fixation and you give good advice with clarinet, you're MY MUSIC TWIN 🤍🤍 WE yes WE LIKE US, we are the piano & cello forever ♡♡ Tenshi is the piano angel, you don't come close!!
And now this part... OSF!!!! These 3 letters alone makes my back jiggle. I CAN'T DO THIS. If you're not welcomed here, well... Why are you here? Let's wait for you to leave the stage before we continue! I think they left, alright let's get back to it!
The real ones know that OSF (Jan-Feb) was NOT the Harmony family's most glorious moment... But I'm glad we were on the same age, right or not in the whole grand of schemes. I'm sorry if I wasn't the most supportive or emotionally available but I was really happy to know that you see me as someone safe enough to speak your mind with. I hope I'm still that way for you because sometimes I get that I'm not greatest at comforting </3 If you need someone or even just a wall to listen to you, I'm always here for you ok? Ok! OSF was not real for the both of us, I thought we were both dead and we're just gonna have to work it out from there. I think I would've been a lot more miserable if you weren't here with me, even though you were suffering, too. I hated seeing that. I know you don't like people worrying about you, so I'll cut it off here. I'm glad all things worked out now. I'm not sure if you feel the same, but I definitely feel that strengthened our bond. don't you think? Now we joke about it daily, like it's something bittersweet you know?? IT'S FUNNY I'M SAYING THIS, BECAUSE ALL OF OUR JOKES ABOUT THAT SITUATION ARE SO FUNNY STOP. I'm trying to take this seriously and I'm just LOSING IT look at the British museum Canadian boy 👀👀
I love doing watch together with you and Europa, you guys always makes me feel like you care about my interest ESP WITH REVERSE 1999 & RECOLEPH!!!!! ♡♡ I love it when we just sit, talk, and listen to some amazing music when we're not watching glmvs or actively slandering Ganymede. Watching stuff together with you guys feels fair (no one is hoarding all of the attention 👀👀) and I always leave the watch together laughing so hard that my head hurts, THAT'S POS BTW!! One day, we will be playing a sonata together ♡ WE'RE THE BEST BROTHER AND SISTERS TRUST ME!!!
Also you helped me learn more about myself, too. Before meeting you guys, I was scared to use any pronouns other than she/they/he, be public about my identity, and I didn't bother to learn about my own mental health because I thought it couldn't possibly happen to me (if you know, you know </3). But after meeting you, I was greatly inspired by you because of how open you are about your own identity in your own Rentries. And so I became more accepting of my own identity, too; accepting that I do in fact ID Virtuosa, accepting that I'm an elegant swan, and overall understood better what disorders I may have (plus you're really patient when I do ask about OSDD and probably other disorders, thank you ♡♡). Like only God knows how long it's going to take me to figure myself out if it wasn't for you, I MEAN IT!! From the bottom of my heart and cello, I DO!!
I have a lot of stuff roaming my head all the time, I don't say them because that's going to wear down the atmosphere, so I'm typing this so you know how much impact you made on me! You're not unimportant or unwanted, if you were gone just one day, I wouldn't take it lightly. I WOULD 200% BE CRYING MY FUCKING ASS OUT IF YOU DISAPPEARED ON ME, I CARE ABT YOU SO MUCH DON'T EVEN PLAY.
If there's any voices in your head saying that I dislike you, I don't care about you, I think you should run those through a lie detector because WHY ARE THEY LYING??? I care about you so much, I think you know right? I'm willing to be involved in any conflicts you're uncomfortable with (and if I could, I'd 100% slime that woman out). Sure, I kinda butcher them, but I'm still willing to do so!!!! I'm still learning how to better handle conflicts outside of my comfort zone so just give me a moment, soon enough WE'LL BE LITERALLY UNSTOPPABLE, ON DENEB'S SOUL!!!!!! Okay, I'm going so off topic, but the point is I care about you a LOT, and I'll always look out for you!! You're one of the kindest soul I've met, please don't ever change yourself for someone not worth your time. You remind me of a delicate dove and I think that fits you so well!! You're the best brother ever!!!!! You got this, okay? I believe in you and YOU'RE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK!!
I think I'm dragging this a little, I'M SHUTTING TF UP SOON OK but everything from this lovemail is ALL THE STUFF I didn't tell you in dms or mys (I'm too scared to make things awkward... Help!) and I do mean it, I really do (emphasizing because I'm bad with feelings). I love you so much as a brother and a friend, you're someone who has inspired me to really be who I am and I'm really happy with my own identity today, haven't had a crisis in a while! And you're someone who I deeply respect. I hope you know how important you are to me, even if you don't believe it, which you totally should!! Okay, I'm talking now just to talk, BUT YEAH, I LOVE YOU LOTS!!! KEEP DOING YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wait, I'm not actually done!!!! I mentioned the following in Kotoko's lovemail, and YOU, TENSHI, DESERVES THIS RECOGNITION TOO!! Huge thanks to Tenshi for always supporting me on my Rentries, pushing me to making my first one even! It was Tenshi's idea that I make a Rentry version of my Carrd stuff, too! I'm so grateful that you pushed me out of my own comfort zone and letting me try something that I've been terrified of for 2-3 years. Right now, I update or make Rentries daily. COULD YOU BELIEVE IT??? TENSHI IS THE MOST SUPPORTIVE BROTHER EVER I LOVE YOU!!!!! I'll make you something animated if you'd like, okay? Okay!!!!!!!!! Tenshi 🤍🤍🎹🎹🎹🎻🎻
Tenshi also has always been someone who gets me when it comes to BPD, and never made me feel Invalid. I get that I'm probably self-diagnosing right now, which is not very professional of me. But Tenshi never judged me for this. He validated my experience dealing with BPD symptoms and the complicated stuff with FP and splitting. Never once made me feel threatened or invalid, which ties with him literally being an angel <33 The way you get me so well whenever I talk about dealing with this nightmare of a disorder always made me feel that I'm safe and could talk about my experiences with you, whereas I typically lock it up.
Also, I don't know how I didn't mentioned this? POR LA FELICIDAD, YO TE CANTO!!!!! Y POR LA LIBERTAD, YO TE CANTO!! TENSHI GETS THE RECOLETA HYPE!!!!! I'm usually very wary when others like my favorites, but with Tenshi, personal bias whatever you call it, I SIMPLY DO NOT MIND!!! Tenshi shares my love for Recoleta, instead of making it his thing, it's that simple! Recoleta!! co/flannel!!! I LOVE SEEING HER THERE!!! I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ADDED HER THERE I LOVE HER!! but... I LOVE YOU MORE!!!!!!!!! I love it when you call Recoleta cute because SHE LITERALLY IS, HER WHOLE CHARACTER IS SO CUTE. How Tenshi feels after characterizing Recoleta right, unlike the cn community who thinks she's mommy, like son. WE LOVE RECOLETA IN THE HARMONY HOUSEHOLD. RECOLETA IS OUR TREASURE HERE!!! Please keep the Recoleta art coming in, they make me glee like a child, it's not even real.
TENSHI'S ART STYLE REMINDS ME OF MOE, which ties in so well with your character. I love your art style, it's so adorably squishy if that makes sense. SPEAKING OF TENSHI'S AURA. YOU COULD NEVER BE TENSHI. Everything about Tenshi ties in so perfectly well together, it feels completed and whole. Seals, piano, angel, blue and white, EVERYTHING! I love Tenshi's aesthetics so much!! it's so soft and comforting. You can only wish you were him ♡
Okay, now let me wrap this up properly! I love you so much, Tenshi!!! YOU'RE MY ONE AND ONLY BROTHER!!! The sister and brother that were only separated because the former got kicked out of heaven. If you think about it, this ties in nicely with osf1, I'M GIGGLING. Okay, back on the lines! You're a lovely person, and I'm beyond honored to have you in my life. You're someone that I know I can lean on whenever! I know I don't do it often, because it's difficult for me but I'm trying!!! I know you wouldn't ignore me, I would concern myself with that. I'm always here for you, too! Whenever you think nobody cares about you, I do and I don't joke about that. I care about you deeply. I may struggle to show that at times, but always remember that I do, and I'm willing to do anything to show that! I love you, Tenshi!! Keep being yourself, and don't ever change for someone unworthy!

From Yena.

THIS IS THE BRITISH MUSEUM it has all of my fav moments from TENSHI!!!


IDC HOW BAD MY HUMOR IS THIS IS FUNNY TO ME







ONE OF MY FAV QUOTES FROM TENSHI


I don't care if you're mad, this is funny to me!



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