my disorders are not for show, i am currently off of my medication and might be for the next while, i am struggling to hold onto any sense of sanity much less seem normal or rational. be as kind to me as you can, you do NOT know my current situation or my life. i often go on long winded rants about things that make me angry without realizing it. i am extremely paranoid about everything and might think dumb things that don't make sense to you. my memory is pretty much non existent so forgive my forgetfulness, i might seem like a new person from day to day, or like i don't remember you, this is normal for me. my interests can be odd, even uncomfortable for some, but none of them are morally wrong. im horribly obsessive and emotional. i can be blunt and need clear boundaries, social rules do not come naturally to me. if you ask me to do something it could take weeks / months depending on if i'm able to move or function.
try and excuse my erratic behavior is what this rentry can boil down to.