
04 Sep 2025 22:13
You remind me of alot of things. I basically see you in everything and anything whenever I walk whenever I go out everything just automatically auto corrects in my head to HOLY SHIT LOOK ITS KEITH! or OMFGGG KEITH WOULD LOVE THIS! Sometimes its the colors of your favourite characters mentioned your interests subtly refed any animal that reminds me of you (i went to the aquarium last week and whenever I saw otters floating I automatically went OH WHAG A SILLY LITTLE GUY! LIKE KEITH! & also search up flatfish thats a fun deepdive) But I think the best description to what you are to me would be the stars, the stars are just far away suns since the sun is a star but the reason I didnt just say the sun is because you are so many things, in so many ways a single shining star would just not fit it. unpredictable in the most beautiful way I have ever seen possible🥹🥹🥹 you could never be described by a few couples of words or put into a single fandom, youre everything and anything, you are not just the sun that warms the earth up youre the millions of the hundreds of the trillions stars that inspire me everyday, every twinkle and every light that reflects from you is completely different from the other, i wish to know and explore every side you allowed me to be trusted with and i want to notice those details, to trace the constellations(funfact thats the acyual word for when tons of stars line up to make like a shape and it was super popular in greek mythology THANK YOY IDIA SHROUD) of your thoughts, ideas, and experiences. To see the way one part of you connects to another. You are a LITERAL space full of possibilities, and no matter how much time is spent exploring, there will always be more to find, more to learn, more to appreciate. That’s what makes it so wonderful to be your friend(dare i say best ffiend.......soft launch...?) , you are never finished, never one-dimensional, never having only one opinion and always searching, debating, wondering(AND PONDERING LWK) outward like the universe itself. highkey hate everyome of your opps one by one ESPECIALLY THE ASSHOLEIC ONES THAT DIDNT PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR INTERESTS KMSSSSSSSSSSS it was neverand will never be annoying or frustrating for me it’s inspiring, I very highkey love to listen about what new character you love this week or the new idkei dropping(idkei art? Dropping? Soon?💭🔜❓️) I LOVE IDKEI I LOVE YOUR YUMES🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍💌💌💌💌📨📨📨📨📨📬📬📬📬 I LOVE YOUR INTERESTS AND I LOVE HOW WHENEVER YOU LIKE SOMEHING YOUR TIKTOK REPORTS DOESNT HAGE MERCY ON A SINGLE VIDEO EVEN WHEN IT LITERALLY MAKES ME DIG AND FAVOURITE STUFF BEFORE YOY GET THEM
Srsly ily I love you so SOSOSOSO MUCH I love everything that makes you sometimes i feel the need to preserve my ilys and love because I dont want it to lose meaning I dont want it to be something thats added as an afterthought I want it to be something you believe and know and will always be sure of i want my love for you to be real to you in every way its real to me but at the same time I want the whole world to know how much of a good person you are and try to be everyday and how gentle you are but yet SO FREAKING FUNNY AND HILARIOUS again youre not bound by a single emotion or personality trait you know your limits and our friends limits you care for us in a way that REALLLYYYYY makes me TEARRRRRUPPP😢😢😢😭😭😭😢😢because while people thats not close to you might not recognise your love patterns or outright say that you hate us(DO YOU? DO YOU HATE ME? OHHHH YOU HATE ME SK MUCH I CAN FEEL IT FROM THE SCREEN YO) they dont know the amounts of nights you stayed with me just for company so I won't go crazy and bang my head or the amounts of time you looked out for each and every one of us and went like "hey ily and I truly think that this might not be the best idea because it will be harmful to you and I dont want that" EGHUAAAAA...😢😢😢😢 you stayed and you stayed and you stayed despite my avoidance issues despite me not answering texts for a while when we met because of all the things in my life despite me annoying you and overwhelming you sometimes despite everything I do thats not perfect, you have never once made me feel the need to hide or to be someone else to entertain you and to be the perfect version, you let me be the most raw and real version of myself the version where I can express my actual emotions and not feel like I wanna jump after. you STAYED, you CARED, for me. You might not know this fact but im actually a very secretive person with my emotions around ppl normally but with you and derek im very expressive, im happy im fun i can joke freely I can BREATHHHHHHHH GODAMN. Im sorry for all the times I overwhelmed you with my too many to count emotions, whenever you feel down i automatically want to understand, to help and to be there for you even when the solution is just a stupid simple joke to light the air or just a distraction which you simply mean too much to me to do SURE i bully you and call you a femboy and an omega on a daily baises and make stupid jokes and laugh about it all together but I truly dont have it in me to make a joke when you feel down unless derek gives me the courage because in my eyes I dont see just keith I see the 'silly eel' that helped me through the worse time possibly ever in my life. I want to comfort you like you comforted me. I want to understand and want to help which i understand now is probably not the best course of action lwk because you dont like that and it doesnt help FUCK THE COMOFRT TONE LETS TALK ABOUT POKEMON(you mean so so so so much to me to the point where when youre sad i PHYSCUALLY cannot be anything less than srs about it but IM LEARNING OK? ILY OK? IM GETTING BETTER AT THIS).
GOd THWRS SO MANY THINGS I WANAN SAY BUT THIS IS 5 PAGES ALREADY AND THE FUCKASS RENTRY IS TOO SMALL
I dont think there's a proper thank you in the world that could be given to you for everything you have done but i will try anyways because 1. I will damned if i cant even say thank yu to my 1st ever genuine online best friend 2. youre worth more than this stupid ass letter and i wish i was as good with words like you because if i was i would have never stopped about how much i love you in this letter highkey
The way you are is so tuff twin please never change i love you🥹🥹🥹
Thank you for listening to me, even when I didn’t know how to explain what I was feeling. You’ve always had this way of just getting it, even when my words came out messy or confusing, and that means more to me than I can ever explain.
Thank you for making me laugh on days when I thinking which dish soap to drink there have been moments where i was completely drained and was really not in the mood to test anyone or talk about anything, but then I would lurk around and watch you and derek say the funniest shit ever and I have to like act nonchalant and uold my laughter highkey or when you 2are generally having a good conversation because it makes me happy when i see the both of you happy or when i join in and we all just start talking randomly EGHUAAA I LOVE THAT KMS😭😭😭😢😢😭😭
Thank you for being patient with me when I shut down and left and never judging me even once(FUNNY BECAUSE NOW I DREAM OF YOU ALMOST EVERYDAY❓️). I know i was not easy to deal with and even now most of the time, but you’ve never made me feel like a burden for anything I do INFACT you communicate to me EVERY.SINGLE.GODAMN.TIME. (0 yk who - 1 keiko) when you feel overwhelmed you let me know so i can stop which to me is the equivalent to the i in the i love you, OH YOU ACTUALLY WANT ME TO BE BETTER AND WANT ME TO K OW YOUR PERFERS SO OUR FRIENDSHIP CAN BE EVEN BETTER? I LOVE YOU LETS WATCH IDIA EDITS. Thank you for being stubborn enough love someone like me
Thank you for sharing your interests with me. The way your tone changes and you get excited when you talk about the things you love makes me love them too, even if I didn’t understand them at first....🤔hmm..(ME WITH UMA I SWEAR I THOIHJT IT WAS A TROLL pretty....horse...girls.. racing....hm...💭❓️now i want rice shower merch FUCKK.ALSO FMA, YOU PUT ME ON THAT ALCMEST SHIT) Your excitement is contagious, and it’s one of my favorite things about yo7 and being around you. Lwk when you pulled that idia card yesterday and was so happy1 it made me SO happy i was smiling 🥹🥹🥹🥹ILOVE YOU AND YOUR WEIRD BLUE HAIRED BF or when you randomly shared funny scenes from the game EGUH I love you talk to me more about this disney villain game I FEEL SO BAD BECAUSE ON CALL I COIPDNT EVEN TALK OR SHOW HOW HAPPY I WAS FO YOU KING, YESSSS PULL THAT UGLY ASS BF OF YOURS GOOO
Thank you for your kindness twin...🥹not just to me, but in the way you care about the world around you. the way you check in, the way you make sure people feel seen......the way you care is so tuff twin...🥹🤍
Thank you for the omega jokes. DOTPTP ITS TOO FUNNY NOT TO INCUKDE OKAY? BE MY OMEGA KEIKO.....IM THE ALPHA IN THIS
Thank you for your honesty and never sugarcoating shit around me and telling me your true opinions and povs insetad of the blind leading the blind, I want you to know that I trust you SO SO SO much SO insanely much and that your opinion matters to me as in like I trust you with my LIFE on my LIFE and thank you for always calling me out and giving me your opinions and thank you for reminding to always not assume stuff and always reminding me of stuff🥹🥹(no sesly i have a whole ass disorder that makes me off and on reality, you reminding me of stuff and rushing me is REALLY appreciated no matter my reaction I NEED that push yo😢)
Thank you for your passions. Whether it’s something you’ve loved forever or something new you’ve just discovered,(pretty horses and ugly bluenttes❓️) the way you dive into it with your whole heart is inspiring. You remind me how important it is to hold on to the things that acually matters to you😢😢😢😢😢😢
Thank you for your curiosity. You ask questions, you wonder about things, you look at the world with a perspective that feels fresh and alive. It makes every conversation with you interesting, because I never know what direction your mind will go highkey
Thank you for your intelligence. selective research and info dump 😢😢😢😢😢🤍🤍🤍😢🤍😢🤍🤍😢🤍😢OUHHHHIOIUHHHH YESSSSSSSS INFORM ME
Thank you for your patience n2. You don’t rush people or judge them for not being perfect, you give space, you give time, and you give understanding, nd you remind me that not everyone is the same and that they will never be
Thank you for your generosity. You give more of yourself than you realize. your time, your attention, your words. You don’t do it for anything, you do it because it’s who you are, and that makes it mean even more.😢😢
Was highkey very emotional while wirtting this so I added a ton od dumb emojis so I wont cry😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😢😭😢😢
All this is to say. I love you. I really love you so much and I hope this letter gives even the slightest amount of sincerity I have, I love you and I trust you and I will forever be there for you
ok? I love you
and the universe said I love you because you are love itself
. return
27 Dec 2025
Holy shit i just realized that since we're both heavely sunday kinnies and fans what if we were just different versions of sunday does that make sense

like this is us if yiu thunk about it oh my fodfod
01 Jan 2026
Hi bae happy new years i miss you so much you made my year so bright and happy this year and I hope I added at least a fraction of the happiness you give me into your year i hope you know that youre one of the most irreplaceable people in my life and i genuinely have so much love in my heart targeted toward you i hate school so bad but im really excited that its finally Jan brcause that means our friend-aniversy is coming up and im really really really honored to have been welcomed into your life for a whole year and I genuinely love you so much and all of our group in general but I want you to always know that you are forever my actual 1st online best friend thank you for being so amazing that you let me meet the amazing people in your life and i really love getting to know all your friends each time either theyre old new exes or whatever they are i love getting a glimpse into the people who love you because i see myself in them because we share the same deadass love for you im writting this literally while crying over an exam im nervous about and I didnt even notice it was new years because I have been in my house all day and so have all of my friends because of exams but I reallt reallt really miss you guys so much and the laughter you made mt house full of i didnt realise how quiet my house is until exam sessions started and I noticed how you and derek and reish for real made my house feel like a home and not some building I eat and sleep in and im genuinely so nervous kei this is my 1st exam in a country away from Egypt and im so sacred to make any mistakes i CANT make any mistakes or I will forreal be burned at the city's center anways I love you so much angel this is granuted to 100% have typos and un understandable paragraphs and im probably not gonna reread or rewrite this just to let my acyual forreal feelings here, I hope you achieve all and any of your hopes and resolutions im sorry if I ever made you feel overwhelmed or any bad emotion you are for real my best friend keiko and I hope one day I can just hop in Canada and we would meet and all of this awesome whosme best friend stuff ughhhhh I know both of us do have other friends and generally other friend groups but I want you to know that you came before anyone else you came and became my frist acyual online best friend ever and we for real clicked and about clicking thank yoy for always communicating with me your feelings and boundaries even when im being obnoxious i think it genuinely helped our relationship so much si many times and im so happy we are in this our friendship i would block a 100 more people for you i dont play about you guys for real😭😢😢😭😭 anways I reallt love you keiko I hope I didnt over say it(I totally did) to the point where it sounds not sincerity because its genuinely so sincere that Im speechless and cant think of anything but wishing you the absolute best 😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😭😭😭i cant fathom of you becoming 17 in feb I swear you were just 15 when you 1st joined twst dream i cant believe I watched you go from 15 to 17 it literally did not feel like it at all I think im gonna cry harder thinking about it,
you are different but not different at all in the same time im glad youre not with any toxic asshole staffs anymore and thay youre genuinely enjoying yourself and your interests and im so happy youre back in contact with your old friends since I see how happy they make you and im so proud of you for making your boundaries clear with everyone and being unapologetically yourself
i hope i get the absolute honor of seeing you grow and being near you forever and I hope I grow right besides you i cant believe that you saw me at late 7th grade and now youre watching me go into 9th grade exams and youre seeing me enter highschool😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😢😢😢 you guys make me scared because I realize that I for real cannot love anymore romantically as I do to you guys platonically, bae kiss me right now im so ugly crying I cant do this i cant do this i cant do this I keep saying thank you but I genuinely have so many things I cant name that I want to name that I want to thank you guys for, ok? I love you..happy new year keith, angel, floyd, lain,kevin everything you are and were i will continue to love you, i dead ass need yiu guys in mt wedding if I ever have one you guys are gonna hold up my veil and throw flowers on me while I walk to mt beautiful 5ft future wife, forget oomf table at wedding ALL of the wedding guests are oomfs

we are genuinely canroma twin oh my god UGHHH😢😢😢🇨🇦🇨🇦🍁🍁🍁🇮🇹🇮🇹🇮🇹🇮🇹🍝🍝🍝🍝
07 Jan 2026
hi bae I miss you so much.i genuinely miss you so much keiko I feel a headache coming im gonna work on inculding more stuff here ok? I wish I could be there to hear all about what you're into this month or how your twst pulls are going(because mine are SO ASS) bestest best friend ever I love you in love uouuuuuhuuuuuu so much ugh 😢😢😢😢 I got the /ldia and /ldiashroud urls after fighting tooth and nail for them and also you can have either ones of them if you ever get fixted on idia again, I was so excited to tell yoy until I remembered immediately i cant but thats okay I will wned you brain waves from the other half of the gobal ow if youre getting a full 4k view of far from home right now it means its working, marvel hyperfixtion came back i dont think i ever told you about how much im actually into marvel and spiderman and ironman but here we go, im literallythe spiderman ever but my brother is actuallylike the n1 marvel fan ever i literally cannot challengehim sadly no matter how much I really wanna prove it because while I have been a fan for like 9 or 8 years hes been a fan like the big bang and anways thats a good thing since I can just take his comics and I do take them and keep them actually, im rereading all of he og the amazing spiderman comics and ironman too and I keep thinking about how you remind me of Tony stark i know you have to had at least watched marvel once in your life and im like 99% sure everyone on earth is a marvel fan but anways I think you woild like him because I noticed you really have this #genius #sarcastic #sadcryingsosad_backsotry theme going with all your current favourites and if you notice im really like really back I to marvel i think generally all of my really old special interests are coming back like hetalia detco marvel UGHH and im basically using this as my diary to communicate to you since I miss you and everyone so much ugh I love you guys ok? I love you