Call me M or XY
I'm 19 and transmasc but use no gender or sexuality(I'm attracted primarily to people I find interesting) labels and use any pronouns/gendered terms. Just don't exclusively use she/her or feminine terms because that's just an obvious attempt at misgendering. Don't give a shit if you use exclusively neutral/masc pronouns/terms but prefer a mix. I am severely physically disabled, audhd, and have several mental illnesses(depression, anxiety, cptsd, p-did, szpd, unknown psychotic disorder, possible cluster b disorder). I am also a psychologically dependent addict and sanguinarian. I am deeply spiritual but my beliefs are super fringe so I won't talk about them here since I talk about it on less anonymous socials.
I am an omniphile(a paraphilia umbrella label defined by an attraction to all things, though some are stronger than others for me.) and also struggle with sadism(physical and emotional, and not just sexual sadism), homcidal thoughts, bloodlust(both traditional definition and a hunger for blood specifically), and basically any other dark thought you could think of. I do not act on my thoughts and urges and due to my disabilities I'm physically incapable of acting on most of them. I do not consider myself at risk of acting on my urges either even if I were able-bodied. If any of this makes you uncomfortable don't interact.
My account is meant to discuss my many issues and give me a place to share my thoughts that is fully disconnected from my real life. Originally I made this account because my boyfriend, Dominic/Towa, begged me to, but I realized I missed being able to talk into the void. I don't intend to interact much with others and don't care about likes, as this isn't meant for advocacy or anything like that. But if my account helps you in any way I'm glad.