FEDYA'S DIARY
before you read :
i'm #problematic (not really eheh) but this IS a digital diary so beware of ANYTHING. main themes can be sh, ed, suicide, mental health etc etc. i also type weird sometimes sorry
Links: check my main!
17 September 2025
Yu gave me this url so i can write this journal and wtv. i think it might be actually therapeutic! its currently 6:42 PM as im writing and nothing too crazy happened in my day. i went to school and had 3 classes, the italian teacher explained how to get credits while i just doodled lol. it's my third day of school hah! this feels like a documented case. school might kill me soon, im balls deep into an ed and im dealing with a crazy ass situationship. will fedya survive till they're 17?
i'm currently 57kg and fasting for 2 days and 4h. i do not wish to eat for this week, i'm so sick and tired. besides, my mother wants me to lose weight sooo
also, i applied for a commission today! hooray! i hope they accept my request 👀
i started writing some more lore for my other yumeship with mr big shot over here and its gonna be peak... trust me. i'm drawing chibis rn so i could become a marketing god and sell chibis (since i've got no clients rn ;-;)
i also finished my monster energy and i feel sad... but i also don't feel hungry anymore. i think im gonna lose my shit if my mother forces me to eat dinner. i want to sleep and draw and starve ok?
18 September 2025
i lied, i did eat because i was starting to feel really tired. it was good as hell tho so i won't complain! even tho i really wanted pizza...
its 7 am and i did my makeup, i won't update this until i get out of school :p
and today i should probably get my package!
it's 7 pm and i didnt get my package but a commission should come to me in a bit... heh. i'll get pizza today because i'm also a bit sad. nothing much to add, i tried making some sona lore tho