nyallo! thank you for the url. i got this url just because i wanted to talk about my own experience as transgender. I'm still playing around with labels, but one thing is certain; I'm not cis.

growing up, i struggled with my identity. my memories are blurry, but i never really liked identifying as a "girl". i longed to have friendships like boys do— rough play fighting, playing soccer until my once white shoes have no difference than the mud that covers the field, and so on. i never really understood why i felt so different; why i cant form an interest into normal girly things, or why my mouth spits out unladylike words. i hid this shame inside me and carried it like any other object towards my day.

2020-2022 was where i finally started discovering myself. being bisexual was suddenly a trend, and also being transgender? it was a phase for everyone, but it never was for me. people saw a tomboy, i saw the real me. my hair was cut short. i became flatter than i already was. "sometimes i mistake you as a boy", i was happy. i finally felt me. i dont have much to add onto this, i am still me.

  • before i came to the conclusion i was transgender, i still identified as a girl who went by he/him pronouns and only that. that should've been my first transgender warning sign tbh.

i also struggled with feminizing myself when i got a boyfriend. dont silently curse him, he said he'd turn gay if i was a man (which i actually was, just not seen as one). whoever is reading this please dont change yourself just because of a partner. you deserve someone who loves you just the way you are.

im grateful to have friends that accept me, even if i hide myself from some. they accept me without needing me to say words. if im seen as a weird tomboy to my irls, its better than them calling me a tranny faggot every second of the day. so be it.

i wont say directly who i am behind this url, but the narusasu pic will be a hint to who i am~ or if u see thisurl in rentryservers for me trading. i hate saying i am transgender. i am proud of being who i am but i am also my own person, not just a transgender guy you know. i have more to myself than just a gender label.


sasuke uchiha is a transgender and i will die on that hill. every character i love is transgender, no criticism will be accepted!

also another character i really headcanon as trans is goldship from umamusume! hes a transguy/masc to me and i cant see them in any other way... transfem could also count? cuz goldship horse is male while goldship umamusume is female

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