hi this is lowkey just a ramble page because i don't know what i'm doing. okay so basically i'm part of a system and i'm not one of the hosts or anything i'm technically simultaneously the core and a singletsona!!! cuz like. i know that i've been here since the beginning, so to speak. like before we realized we were plural and all, and i definitely hold onto a lot of childhood mems and also just generally am more familiar with our life! but at the same time i hardly have a solid identity, im quite literally js an amalgamation of our current hosts or heavily dependent on whoever else is frequently present.

idk what i look like in headspace but im aware of everything that happens there. i know im at front like 90% of the time but i always present as whoever else is fronting and i rarely make myself known otherwise??? but im tryna fix that bc i know i can communicate with other alters, and also my role is quite flexible bc i can do the same things that gatekeepers can but also as i mentioned i hold a lot of memories. unlike all of our other headmates i don't have a faceclaim bc i identify relatively close to the body's appearance or at least our desired post-transition appearance or whateverss.

now onto some actual shit i know about myself or my general identity. i'm a nerd!!! geek!!! whatever i love consuming media and yknow what i'll admit that sometimes i larp, but most of the time i am genuinely fucking freakishly obsessed with my interests and i get my claws on em and everything like a dragon keeping treasure in a cave. i will always choose fiction over reality lol, if you couldn't tell i'm an avoidant fuck who'd rather fantasize abt an ideal life than live it but hey who caresss. oh and i love women and yuri im a big ol himedanshi <3

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Pub: 09 Oct 2025 13:09 UTC

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