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“𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒂 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝑮𝒐𝒅'𝒔? 𝒐𝒓 𝑮𝒐𝒅 𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒂 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒂𝒏?”

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introduction ‎ i am Luca or Luciel. please either use he him for me or no pronouns at all. mascneu terms are preferred. i am a nonhuman introject, multisourced (main sources 1 & 2). i like to talk about myself, so this will be quite lengthy.

i am one of three (and a half) hosts. i consider myself the primary host as i am the one fronting the most frequently as of late. in the system, all parts' roles fluctuate and are flexible. we only use terms out of convenience, but we function as what is necessary for the body. i operate similarly to a gatekeeper. i also hold certain symptoms such as hypersexuality and paranoia. i manage most of daily life, dealing with things that other parts would rather not handle. unfortunately, i burn out easily... i am trying to work on that. sometimes i'd really prefer not to put too much effort into anything. ;;

interestsgraphic design. i'm very particular about how all aspects of something should look, meaning i'm almost always never satisfied with the final product. chemistry. one day, i found out during an exam that i was genuinely interested in the topics and could easily absorb information about it. who woulda thunk i had a penchant for science... music! i pretty much listen to whatever. my music taste is pretty broad. i mainly listen to songs that focus on instrumentals rather than the lyrics, though. shoegaze, classical, jazz... typology. i've been wanting to get into typology for a while, but i find it difficult because my sense of identity tends to change and is very blurry... here it is in a different rentry.

i'm just a huge curious nerd who wants to learn about everything in the world... so much to experience, so little time...

i enjoy media that explore heavy topics, but i am very critical. i just enjoy complex themes because they force me to analyze and look at each surface through different lenses.

yume list jesam / j3, kim soleum, qin xian, kim dokja, yumeko jabami, rei sakuma, ranpo edogawa, subaru natsuki, gentaro yumeno, + unlisted...
i personally do not believe in "doubles." however, i will get protective over the underlined names.

“𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅. 𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒎𝒆. 𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇.”

umm... i don't know what else to talk about but there are still graphics i wanna dump here... so here's the lyrics of entombed by deftones


From the day
You arrived
I've remained by your side
In chains, entombed


Placed inside
Safe and sound
Shapes and colors are all I see


On the day
You arrived
I became your device
To name and soothe

Placed inside
Safe and sound
Shapes and colors are
all I see
Shades of colors are
all I feel


From the day you arrived
I have stayed by your side



Placed inside
Safe and sound
Shades of colors are all I see
Shapes of colors are all I feel

Placed inside
Safe and sound
Shades of colors are all I see
Safe inside

stamp dump...

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