i'm a very dependent person and more often than not will talk about my boyfriends and fiance, if i'm not talking about them there's a good chance i will try to turn the conversation topic to be about me. extremely paranoid, especially about people i don't know, which often causes me to push away from people if i do not trust them. i love talking about my interests if it's provoked in any way (accidental reference, images, edits, etc...). i don't really give a shit about what other people think of me, nor do i care that my actions have consequences. if i shit talk you, shit talk me back, what goes around comes back around tenfold and i know that, thanks. i'm in online school and i'm constantly online so boo! fast responses to your messages. i can go offline without warning, though it usually is with warning if i trust you enough to be a part of my schedule. stances on different types of discourse will differ from part to part although a lot of us are leaning pro- things: pro radqueer, pro transid, pro para, pro endo, pro ship/pro fic. i don't care if you engage in cringe culture because i more often than not do as well, but do note that i will judge you anyways and expect you to do the same to me honestly. i'm anti harassment and anti censorship! LOLI/SHOTA ANTIS, IT'S FUCKING LEGAL!!! trying to get rid of lolishota content is censorship and completed protected under ashcroft vs free speech. don't go harassing someone solely because their beliefs don't align with yours, yes this includes myself, i will absolutely just fucking block you. I SAY SLURS, including retard, i don't care if you think no one can reclaim retard, i think people can and i do, i will say it but i won't say it around you if you ask. i'm heavily disordered and need to be treated with care 24/7, these disorders effect how i act, speek, think, etc... and i will mention them a lot of the time as they're reasons behind why i am how i am. speaking of my disorders, i have constant and chronic delusions of granduer, yes i mean this, they are always there even if they seem miniscule. i have a very clear god/god and worshipper/worshipper relationship with my fiance, and no it is not toxic, don't put your snout in my relationship. i'm a fox, angel, god, vampire, and zombie all at the same time whether by transspecies, otherkin, and therianthropy means. i am an irl in the psychotic sense of the acrynom and may attempt to make a list but i have no idea when. i do in fact interact with the true crime community, do i condone the actions? no, i do not. do i idolize the perpatrators? no, i do not. do i romanticize the actions? no, i do not. i am simply a part of it for friends and the research aspect of the community, believe me or don't, i'm simply just a girl who enjoys crime. i experience dissociation and dpdr. most likely won't respond quickly unless you're my boyfriends/fiance. i'm extremely defensive over my interests, mostly my sp/interests, and will get mad if you get into them after meeting me; i know i don't own a franchise, and i'm not gatekeeping anything since everything i like isn't that underground, but if you're getting into them and you know me, let me guide you into the fandom, i wanna be apart of your experience (i will still shun you sometimes if it seems like you're attempting to like it more than i do).