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CW for toxic behavior, violence, and probably more
MORE TOSHIRINA LORE
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SURPRISINGLY both of them are both constantly suspicious of the other cheating, despite both of them being deathly in love with the other
Hazamada is convinced(mainly whenever he isn't around her or whenever her phone buzzes) Marina could be cheating on him. She isn't but he just always harbors that thought in the back of his head. Mainly because like, Marina's pretty, she's popular, she's got a social status. He believes if some hot jock asked Marina out she would accept, because the jock is better looking, and probably nicer to her, she would choose the other guy over him.
He thinks this because he's aware (of course he is) of all the mean shit he says and does to Marina. He doesn't mean it, most of the time, he just gets paranoid and doesn't know how to talk about his feelings.
Marina's suspicions are rooted in how other girls act. She knows Hazamada loves her, truly, but girls can be evil and He's only a man. If someone truly hates her enough, they could steal Hazamada and he'd fall for it. He could move on to the prettier girl and she'd be alone. Again. He could get cocky. He could sneak around and find some other girl, a girl desperate enough to be with him, or maybe a girl who's into gross losers like she is. So enough, Marina would only be an after thought.
She thinks this because she knows. She knows how cruel other girls can be, she knows how unfaithful men can be too. She really does love Hazamada but every now and then she's reminded that he is a man.
HOW THEY FIGHT/HANDLE ANXIETY
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We know how Hazamada handle his overwhelming anxieties about the trustworthiness of his lover and their relationship. He gets confrontational, questions after questions of why this, why that, are you cheating? Don't lie. Jumps straight to the worst conclusions. Empty threats and bringing up the past are his favorite things to do.
If Marina is starting a fight it's probably because Hazamada has genuinely done something wrong, sometimes on the rare occasion, it's because she also doesn't entirely trust him. Hazamada might be mean but she can and will be meaner. Bring up her past and she will bring up yours, things you tried to bury, she will dig it up and throw it in your face.
If there's ever a time where Marina is doubting the strength of their relationship she breaks down completely. Probably has a panic attack before confronting Hazamada, it's less confront and more holding him at knife point (WITH HER STAND) while going through his phone and asking repeatedly if he really loves her and if he's cheating.
Definition of crazy gf over here
After she's done trying not to kill herself and her lover, she usually breaks down a second time and tries to explain herself. She doesn't want to hurt him, she just gets very overwhelmed with her fears and bottles all of it up until she explodes.
In conclusion they're both crazy and both need psychiatric help