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Wednesday, August 6th, 2025

I haven't edited this in 5EVER!!!! Anywho I've gotten back into The Mimic a lot recently. It;s so fire!!!!!!!! I've also been hopping onto vc with randos it's very FUN!
In other news, school starts again very ver ysoon. I'm nervous as hell brah :sob::sob::thumbsdown:

Monday, August 11th, 2025

I hope no one reads ts (not foreshadowing tryst me)

The person I love will never feel the same way again, and I want to say it's okay, and it is, but it doesn't change the gnawing feeling I get feeling like I can't be enough, even though I'm already one of the most important people in her life.
Being this beat up over an online relationship makes me feel so pathetic. Surely in a year I will be looking back at these rants with him and thinking "wasn't it so stupid how I used to like you so much?"
I think the way things are right now is taking quite a toll on me. I will enjoy things as they are now but I will also be happy when things return to how they were before, as they always do when stuff like this happens.

I am very lithro, that doesn't apply to them, though. I thought that maybe there was something special about her, but now I'm thinking that a part of me always knew she didn't reciprocate my feelings in the way I do.

Is it okay for me to keep chasing something that might be unreachable? Will flowery words and nice gifts do the trick?
At the same time, I know it would make me uncomfortable to have a friend that does kind things just to gain my affection. Not that that's the way it is, but that's the way I feel about it.

I am disgustingly human, that's my biggest flaw.

I want to start doing daily song again

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I'm sjuch a stupid boy. Stupid and dumb and an idiot and unworthy of life. Good afternoon guys!

Thursday, August 14th, 2025

Now is about the time I have a reason to start journalling, about anything and everything. I have a poor memory, and I want to be able to look back on the little things that made my year.
Todat is my!!! First day of Sophmore year!! Yay!! I'm very nervous, I'm sure everyone is.

Friday, August 15th, 2025

Things I want to accomplish this (school) year: learn how to sew, learn how to do a backflip~, get sooo many online class credits, get a j*b
I will accomplish maybe two of these if I try, but I'm aiming for all, of course. @June2026Cade can you do a backflip? Please say yes.

Saturday, August 16th, 2025

Yo who was gonna tell me this is on my directory bru anyone could've stumbled across this shit :v::v:
I've never been this attached to a yume (Uno) before, I think. I feel like a jobless incel cornball yo. And the most embarrassing part is that in about a month, I will be divorcing ts guy alr.
say "I" if you're attending the divorce party!

I promised myself I wouldn't delete any of these entries but thw ones from last month are FRYING me bro.

I finished my extended rentry yesterday, please look at it okay thanks!!!!

Monday, August 18th, 2025

I'm writing this during school right now yo
Two of my friends started dating. At first I was pretty mad, they're going to exclude me n shit, you know? But they adopted me as their pet ? Ok the period is endinf ill update this later

Wednesday, August 20th, 2025

I APPARENTLY CRACKED MY PHONE SCREEN?? IDK WHEN
I DINT HAVE A SCREEN PROTECTOR EITHER THIS IS FRYING ME ohhhff I don't want to break any of my electronics I would feel eternally guilty if I broke something so expensive but and I can't live without my headphones phone anf laptop
"How Much Does It Cost to Repair a Broken Phone Screen? The cost to replace a phone screen can range from $50 to $600, with an average price around $200. "
:v: goodbye guys
the damage isn't dat bad but my mama said it could spread OH OM GONNA CRY
it's okaybguys I'll simply get a )0ß to pay for this..... I need to get a job...... but AFTER the house is clean ok?
I put tape over the crack I hope that doesn't make anything worse #foreshadowing
My phone case is arriving in two hours by the way. My luck is #OFF!
School is going alright so far, I've been staying on top of my school work & all those neat little things. My teacher did just sign me up for two online courses, though, which is going to increase my work load a ton for the next 2 weeks (it's a semester course but I will lock in and get it all done trust me)
In an hour I am going to Fancy Store:tm: with my mom to smell smells (perfume). Turns out the one I really liked is no longer being made and my mom payed like $40 for it :facepalm: and I wasted it ALL cos the bottle broke
ofmh I neglected to mention. My bfffff's birthday is TOMORROW and I want to do something really special for her. Small problem: I do not have a plan. I wanted to spend more time cleaning today but I think I'm just gonfa have to do schoolwork and work on a gift for him.

Ok I wrote more than normal today take care my little cadelings!

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