Badfinger - Baby blue
Sigh.
You turn away from the closed door as you start the long walk home.
Opening your umbrella, you walk through the rain.
Guess I got what I deserve
The chocolates in your hand feel heavier all of the sudden.
Wiping away your silent tears, you go over the events of the past few days again
Kept you waiting there, too long my love
A few days ago she came over to your house to hang out
Everything was going as usual when she tripped
You managed to catch her in time
But then she suddenly kissed you
All that time, without a word
You couldn't respond.
You don't even know HOW to respond.
You just stood there like an idiot as she ran away.
Didn't know you'd think
You tried texting and calling her multiple times.
That I'd forget
Left on read and blocked.
Or I'd regret
You try to contact her through your friends, but they couldn't contact her either
Shit.
The special love I have for you
You realized way too late.
My baby blue
You love her too.
The memories of all the good times you had with her just serve to intensify your feelings
Her smiles, her eyes, everything.
Thinking, you also realize some of the things you did may have came off as flirting.
You REALLY needed to talk to her this time.
All the days became so long
You spent half a day searching on the net, even calling your parents for some advice
They give you some encouragement and you feel a bit better.
Did you really think I'd do you wrong
You decide on a simple plan, buying her favourite chocolates and just confessing your feelings.
Kronii, when I let you go
You gathered your courage and made your way to her house.
Thought you'd realize that I would know
You rang the doorbell.
No response.
I would show
You try calling her.
You hear her phone inside but she's not picking it up.
The special love I have for you
Fuck it.
You take a deep breath:
My baby blue
You let it all out.
The times you had with her were the best moments in your life
You enjoyed the friendship you shared, and you're sorry that you didn't notice it faster that she thought of you more than a friend
You were shocked the other day, but now you're ready
Kronii
I love you
What can I do
Your words do nothing.
She doesn't open the door.
what can I say
You try pleading her to let you in.
Again, no response.
Except that I want you by my side
You look through the window, no one in sight?
Maybe she's out today
You'll try again tomorrow
How can I show you
You cry yourself to sleep that night.
Show me a way
You decide to visit her the next day
Don't you know, the times I tried
Again, nothing
As you visited each day Kronii never responed or let you in
You start to lose hope
Maybe she's out on vacation?
You ask her friends, they don't know either.
No one has heard from her in days, but they assure you it's normal.
Guess that's all I have to say
And now you're here.
It's been a week and you never met Kronii again.
As you walk home alone you can't help but think that it's over
Except the feeling just grows stronger everyday
You feel a sharp pain in your chest.
Suddenly you can't stand up anymore
Just one thing before I go
Your umbrella rolls into the road.
The ground is cold and wet.
Take good care baby, let me know
You weakly roll over to face the sky as you clutch your chest
Looks like the rain isn't going away anytime soon.
Let it grow
You feel someone lifting up your head
It's Kronii. Or at least you think it is.
The special love, you have for me
You try to talk, but you can't find the strength
The pain keeps intensifying.
Kronii's looking everywhere frantically, trying to keep you awake by shaking you
Goddamnit.
You came this far, only to hurt her again.
My Kronii dear
You try to keep your eyes open as the world fades to black...