いつか忘れちゃうから　こうして歌に のこしておこう

to the one that stayed by my side, to the one i destroyed.　美しい夢の中の恋人へ、あたしのすべて、あたしの命へ。あなただけの冬より。　to the firm fluffy snow that adorned my cold winter mornings.　　　　　　　⠀
A moment of brightness was bestowed on me for my quiet existence, you allowed me to breathe, you told me of your dreams and tried to discover mine so curiously. you spoke so confidently that at some point my entire life became you. my entire existence became you, and only you. i'm sorry i couldn't express my love for you then... or now.

Wanting to be by your side is what I call 'love' did you know? when i try to fall asleep, my mind is flooded with memories of us, a bittersweet reminder of my reality. when i cry i wonder if you'd come comfort me, but ultimately end up comforting myself... hey, to the you that lives in me, do you feel better now? to the you that's no longer here, do you still love me? to the me that can't move on, can you come back? i'm naive. i know that, you knew that too, but you still held my hand through my sorrows. i loved you, and i think i still do. is this ok too? to always love someone who can't love me back...　　⠀