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sarth
♡݁𓋜ྀི𓈒
the highlighted links are a wee bit broken on mobile but it looks sooo cute on pc T.T sad... here are my plans!!!!
- finish the playlist for you before next year (i'm a slow worker but that's because i make sure every song is special...)
- draw birthday art
i likely won't have a drawing ready the day of your birthday (and i'm terribly sorry, you deserve presents that arrive the day of your birthday). though i'm not completely empty handed! as one of my gifts to you, i locked in and finished your lovemail
dear kjelle, .......................... 1.9.25
hi... as i'm writing this, it's emrys fronting. i'm not really good with words, especially not affection, but i'll try my best... well, first, thanks for dealing with me. i know i'm a handful and i get frustrated with you sometimes, i'm sorry for that. just know it's always from a place of care, and you're one of my biggest motivators for being better. i cherish the fact that i have someone like you, who knows what i mean even when i convey it poorly. but most importantly, i cherish you.
you're a wonderful person. you're kind, caring, thoughtful, and you've been here for me through so much. i'll always be here for you, too. you truly do a lot for me, and i wish you saw yourself through my eyes. you deserve the goodness that you give to others and more, and i hope that of everything i say you remember this the most. you deserve good; the sickeningly sweet, overwhelmingly loving kind. honestly, you need to ask for more from people and the world in general. but it's okay if you forget this, that's why i'm here. when you're struggling, i'll be here to remind you that you're strong and capable of so much— but not so much that you have to handle it all on your own. i'll help you shoulder your burdens too.
i cherish all the time we spend together. every video and movie watched, every game played, every conversation had, i hold all of it dear to me, even if it seems blaringly mundane. i love getting into your interests, even if i tend to drop things after a while hehe... i've been trying not to. i'll definitely get into slow damage and dmmd for you!!!!!!! i'll listen to every song you send me, i'll even play identity v, and i'll consume whatever else you want me to. thank you for getting into my interests too... it makes me happy that you like dandy's world so much (the hyperfixation is coming and you can't stop it)
as we change over time, i'm sure we'll get closer and closer. i hope you'll allow me to experience a whole lifetime with you.
i wrote the date how europeans do because you're #european
...................................... memorabilia
go to the top the theme isn't solely something i like. since i'm dedicating this to you, i tried to lean more towards your aesthetics. on that note, here are some things that remind me of you:
heavy metal/screamo, vocaloid, visual kei, ouji & lolita fashion, romantic goth, bl visual novels (especially slow damage and dmmd), nijisanji, vampires, anything bloody really... black cats, white bunnies, deer/fawns
characters .........................................
go to the top
most of these are thanks to you, but if i think of anything on my own i'll definitely add it hehe...
reitowa, fausang, adamil, shionharu, yoshikaru, nerofau, nerowe, farcille, (obligatory) shuake, shumika, chiakana, eimugi, goyape
notice how i'm
technically not characters, but it's ok heh. here are some lyrics that remind me of us
drown me! - juniehut & thehutfriends
drinking in the sunlight, you'll go crazy
(come right back now, be my baby)
you've got a way with words so stupid
(run right through me, by my cupid)
cosmic love - florence and the machine
i took the stars from my eyes and then i made a map
and knew that somehow i could find my way back
then i heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too
so i stayed in the darkness with you