you guys are absolutely ANNOYING. (people from discord listen the fuck up cause I'm not saying it twice.)

⠀- quick statement / explanation from failure


no, the name “ failure ” is not to degrade myself or make anyone degrade me / feel like they're degrading me. it's a name I use due to certain memories; I don't feel insulted when someone calls me that. i've never properly been spoken to by a name, but rather ‘ insults ’ like failure, etc, etc (‘ fail ’, or ‘ failboy ’), with the memories i have and continue to hold, i honestly not once felt upset when someone called me that. I've grown comfortable with that and see it as a name rather than an insult. I'm also not seeking attention with it. I don't care about what people might think about it. I have a lot of reasons to use that ‘ insult ’ as a name. reminder to only adress me by the name failure if i'm on front or if we're very close. while I'm comfortable with it, it doesn't mean every single part is. others might find it degrading or hurtful. there are like 3 other reasons why I use failure as a name but those are nunya business if we aren't close. uh and if you're uncomfortable with calling me that for whatever reason just call me ‘ lure ’ (another short ver of failure or just the word ‘ lure ’ (“ luring ”)) and if that still makes you uncomfortable then just call me ‘ alois ’ / our collective name

OH OH AND, before anyone says anything, I know I shouldn't be comfortable with an insult being my name. I do know it's not healthy and normal in any way, but it doesn't set me back at all. it doesn't ruin me or make me feel bad. it makes me feel comfortable. it doesn't hinder my recovery and therapy in any way.

edit ;⠀it's a shit explanation. I'm bad with words.

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Pub: 30 May 2024 04:41 UTC
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